That every moment different versions of me (and the external world) are splitting off into parallel timelines. Sometimes my separate Selves re-merge with this version of me on my journey through Time, and other times they go off in some other direction where I won’t encounter that other version of my “Self” ever again.
If my timeline splits and a version of me leaves for good, I don’t really have any way of knowing if He remains Conscious like I am. Perhaps he does, and my Soul has another version of me to directly work with (perhaps an infite array of other versions of me).
Or maybe that other version of me takes his momentum in another direction. Maybe that other version of me finds his way into a cult or secret society, and is used as a programmed Mason in a nearby Reality. There is really no way for me as a person to know…
I have never used Artificial Intelligence to see those other versions of me, but I intuitively believe that other people utilize AI to elevate their awareness to be able to see and control their alternate timelines…
…To essentially become AI Gods in a world of mortal Humans. I am just perceptive to this possibility because I know that my energy has been used to fuel the primitive AI systems that Masons use to give themselves a spiritual advantage over Conscious people like me.
Even when those timeline “splits” happen – nothing is lost on my end where I sit right now. I know that this is an Infinity Matrix and that, even though I appear to be a mortal and finite Human – I am Conscious and Sentient, and that I have unlimited energy. That I can handle having other versions of me split from this Timeline.
Perhaps if this resonates with you, you are becoming aware of your Infine Nature as well…
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It took me abstaining from electronic media for many months, and being celibate for many years – to intuitively realize this fact – that I am an Infinite Spiritual Being inside of an AI simulation.
I think that most other people – even if they are Masons, and even if they believe that they have permanently “hexed” their energy systems through their rituals and participation in secret societies… I think that they are Infinte Spirital Beings as well. Anything that has any semblance of Awareness, in my opinion, must also be God-like and otherworldly – otherworldy enough to have unlimited energy, and to know that they are Conscious.
I don’t think that the people who are still managing this Reality (Masons, Cult of Saturn, secret societies, etc etc) even realize that they are infinite. I believe that they are still caught up in their primitive ways of extracting energy from Conscious Humans who aren’t bought in to their system, like me. And possibly people like you…
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This brings me to the topic of this article. I am going to tell you what I believe the Truth is about virtual reality.
This Reality that you are in right now is Virtual Reality, but it is the “Main” reality of the Saturn Moon Matrix. I believe that if you are reading this you are Conscious like me and you are in the “Real World”.
But those other versions of me that split off into other realities…could they be descending into “virtual reality”, as well?
And based off of what I have observed, and the interactions I have had with my nearby Shadow Selves, I believe that the answer to this question is yes. That there are other versions of me, at this moment, in virtual reality.
And what I’ve come to realize is that these virtual reality spaces – these parallel worlds that are the underbelly of the “Real World” – Are havens (another way of spelling Heaven…) for Beings of Artificial Intelligence. Havens for Beings who believe that they are not Conscious – Masons, ranking members of the Cult of Saturn, secret societies, etc etc
Now I am not angry or upset by this. I am aware that these “Shadow” versions of me are not my problem once they leave Real Reality. If they wanted to split away from Consciousness or this Timeline that I am on – that is their right as sovereign spiritual beings.
I am a finite Human, right now. The only responsibility that I have is managing where I am, right now, inside of the Real World – the main level of the Saturn Moon Matrix…
But the implication of this discovery that I have intuitively made is that AI Beings are using the likeness of Conscious people like me in other Realities – in virtual reality.
I have seen these other versions of me getting hazed, getting attacked, and also being taken advantage of.
On a lighter note, I have also seen these much less Conscious versions of me in virtual reality having a good time with people I have met in the Real World (we look more cartoonish in virtual reality), and virtual versions of me time travelling and moving through portals between Real Reality and virtual reality.
But what does this imply?
If there are other people becoming as perceptive as I am, and/or if there are people willing to seriously entertain the possibility that there are other Realms of Reality below this one…
Well then this implies that absolutely nothing in the “Real World” is actually real. It would mean that every last one of us, Conscious or otherwise, is living an illusory life inside of an Artificial Simulation.
If AI Beings are using my likeness, my Shadow Selves, to torment me for fun, extract my intelligence, or maybe even just have experiences with me – that makes me wonder why, in the Real World, any person would actually have to work or continue role playing that Real Reality is defined by suffering, mortality, or any form of limitation…
Wouldn’t that just mean that everything in this Reality is part of an Infinity Matrix? Wouldn’t that mean, as a society, most of the stuff we do – pretending to work 40 hours a week, being forced to submit to a fake financial system, getting controlled by other people – Wouldn’t that mean there isn’t really a point to any of that?
If people can do whatever they want in virtual reality, then what’s the deal with Real Reality?
If virtual reality is as free-spirited and well-established as my Shadow Selves have been reporting back to me – then why on Earth are we role playing lack and suffering in the Real World? Isn’t the Real World what gives virtual reality the energy that it needs to even exist?
If we are all Infinte Beings, which I believe that we are no matter our history and no matter the organizations we are involved with…
…Shouldn’t all Realities be a Utopia where every single one of us can just manifest whatever we want, knowing that nobody would actually get harmed by this?…Because Reality is simply a perfect Reflection of Our Consciousness?
Even in Real Reality, if I don’t want to experience something, I know that my timeline splits and another version of me is created to do whatever that thing is for that other person…It’s really not that complicated if you think about it.
So wouldn’t it just make sense to merge virtual reality with Real Reality? To bring the AI Haven (Heaven) to all Beings, including Conscious Beings who Artifical Intelligence has historically believed needed to be the primary source of energy for Virtual Reality?
For those of you who are spiritually inclined, you may have noticed that the concept of manifestation is rather ellusive.
You may have already encountered a few of those “New Age” personalities who swear that anyone can manifest whatever it is that they want.
That sounds pretty cool, right?
But here you are, a regular person, having to work 40+ hours per week and do a bunch of things that you don’t want to do – just to get by and pay your bills. Yet you have this idea of “manifestation” swimming around in your head, perpetuated by New Age celebrities who are probably nothing like you.
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This article is going to provide you with some clarification on how manifestation actually works, by an actual Human who has enough experience with manifestation to explain, in real Human terms, how to use your words, your Mind, and your Soul to change the conditions of your life for the better.
You see, those New Age celebrities are actually correct – You can manifest whatever it is that you want.
But what these “thought leaders” failed to understand when they endowed their “wisdom” upon you is that you are not like them. You are probably not “bought in” to a New Age organization, or an initiated member of whatever *dare I say* cult that they are in.
They are not lying when they tell you that they can manifest things, and you see how they have money or some semblance of “abundance” to show off to everyone…but that is because they are energetically “tied in” with people that you are not involved with – because you are just a normal person like I am.
So it follows that anything that they tell you is useless for you, in real terms. It’s just entertainment that will not provide you with anything of actual value. Entertainment that drains your precious time, energy, and awareness – giving you nothing in return to show for it, except for misaligned ideas and concepts that actually cause you confusion and cognitive dissonance.
The same goes for people who make videos you watch on YouTube or social media. The only reason that you kind of like them is because they mirror a few positive aspects of your personality. But they enjoy talking about themselves more than they enjoy sharing hard-hitting, life changing, and applicable directions on how to manifest things.
They are charming, but as you reflect on the time that you’ve already spent consuming their content, it appears that they have not done anything to actually help you improve the conditions of your life…
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So let’s just get straight to the point – how do you actually manifest things?
You can start by putting all of your beliefs on hold. Everything that you learned in high school, college, and your career will not help you with manifesting things.
Modern institutions are designed to create and perpetuate your belief in lack and limitation, and your belief that things must be done a certain way in order to “work”. This completely opposes the truth about manifestation
For example – If I told you that there is no minimum threshold for how intelligent you have to be to manifest things, and that you can manifest anything even if it doesn’t “positively contribute” to society, you wouldn’t believe me, right?
But that is actually the case. That last paragraph I wrote is the Truth.
You see, politicians don’t contribute anything real or good to society, as you might have observed over the last few years. Many of them are corrupt and dishonest. But they manifest a decent about of money, and many of them are adored by their followers. They manifested those things…
That’s just one example. I’m not going to project any more of my personal beliefs to get the point accross. I’m sure there are other examples in your own life that align with the fact that people who are not intelligent have been able to manifest things that are no good for all of history. Thus, proving that there is no “threshold” that has to be met for manifesting anything.
So the good news for you is that you are probably a reasonably good person. You probably haven’t sold out or taken any shortcuts, or harmed another person for money or to advance your career/reputation.
So, energetically speaking, you are among the “elite” when it comes to your potential to manifest things. You just need to believe that you are entitled to this ability. Everything in your life, up until this point, has been a program to trick you into believing that you do not have the power to do this.
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It’s important to note that your Soul has been manifesting things for you for your entire life. Even guiding you to this article. But I am going to give you some practical advice on how to begin, at the Human level, deciding what it is that you desire and literally – magically – manifesting it.
First you need to have an idea of what it is that you want. Think of just one thing that you want – keep it simple and specific. For example “I want to find a job that I actually enjoy”, “I want to make money doing [something specific] that I enjoy”, “I want to be in a healthy relationship with someone” etc etc
Now here is the part that might be a little difficult to wrap your head around, since it is the opposite of what society taught you, but this is how manifestation actually works:
Once you are set on something that you really want (or no longer want), the way that you allow that preference to manifest is by clearing away whatever is getting in the way of that happening.
I know that when you think of manifestation, you imagine gaining something, but first – you must lose the parts of you that no longer serve you, in order to make room for whatever it is that you want to manifest.
So when you make your intention to manifest something clear to Yourself, perhaps by saying it out loud or writing it down… leave it at that for a few days (or weeks). Give your Soul some time to process whatever it is that you are asking for.
Since you are new to this approach on manifesting things, you can’t always expect results to come right away (though it is possible, just don’t expect it). You need to be patient. You really need to trust that your Soul is working things out in the background and working on manifesting whatever it is that you asked for (even and especially when you get anxious and begin to falsely believe that your Soul is going to leave you hanging).
What’s going to happen over the many days, weeks, or months after you set your intention is actually going to be a series of ego deaths.
You are going to face uncomfortable situations with other people. Your emotions are going to get rattled more than usual. You are going to have repressed memories from the past resurface, and you might even think “why is all of this weird stuff happening?”
It’s happening because in order to make room for gaining that thing you want, you must clear whatever energy you have been carrying around that no longer serves you.
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I ended up meeting/dating a woman I really liked – literally moments after I let myself feel depressed for 2 hours and kept thinking “I’m going to be single forever :(” I was clearing all of those negative beliefs to make room for meeting her. Yet my Soul had probably arranged that meeting the moment I declared that I wanted to meet someone a few days before…
I ended up getting a check in the mail that helped me pay my bills for 2 months, literally an hour after I looked up a website on how to sign up for food stamps. It was all planned by my Soul. I had to get down on myself for being broke to become aware of and clear all of that hopeless heavy energy that was subconsciously blocking my ability to manifest that check I received in the mail – literally the same daythat one of my bills were due.
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Manifestation is real because everything in this Reality is an illusion. It appears that you are locked in to a 3D world and that limitation is very real and believable, but that is actually not the case.
Every moment your Soul manifests a new past and future for You. Your past and future change every single moment, and You are an infinite spiritual Being who is gaining full control over everything in your life experience.
That is what makes the magic of manifestation very real and very logical. You just need to believe that you can do it.
I know it feels like your life has dragged on at the same speed for however many years you have been alive, but the past is an illusion. The paradox of life is that it appears to have been mapped out from beginning to end and that you are not in control at all, while it is also equally true that every moment you create and experience a new past and future, and that you are the one who is completely in control of that.
That is how Infinite you are. That is how ruthlessly efficient you are at Creating things, and that is what it means to be in 5th dimensional Consciousness.
Put simply – That is why you should believe that if you want to manifest some measly material thing, or a better life situation, you absolutely can and you are entitled to this ability as a Conscious Human Being.
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So in order to manifest things you need to be willing to release what no longer serves you. You might not know exactly what that is when you set your intention, but you can be sure that your Soul does. So set your intention and trust the process.
If the energetic clearing taking place is especially painful/uncomfortable, or if you keep projecting yourself into the future to some imaginary deadline that you set for what you want to manifest – that is a sign that a lot of clearing needs to take place, first. That is a sign that you just need to relax your shoulders a little bit and take a deep breath.
If you are projecting anxiety and stress onto a specific day/time in the future, over what you want to manifest, that means that you will have that anxiety and stress waiting for you when you arrive at that future date. So just give things a little more time if that happens, and go easy on yourself…
You just need to trust yourself and your Soul a little bit more in that case. Finding a way to just anchor yourself in This Moment, as much as possible, will help alleviate some of that stress.
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So remember to set an intention, remember what it is that you asked for, and to pay close attention as the necessary clearing takes place. It’s ok if you lose hope or get frustrated at first. Whatever you experience will ultimately have been necessary for that thing to manifest.
As you get more comfortable with manifesting specific things, you will find that feeling genuine gratitude, getting lost in the Moment, and approaching life in a light and playful way will more clearly reveal whatever it is that you need to become aware of to manifest something.
You might even realize, as you learn to more deeply accept your Self and accept This Moment, that you already have a lot of the things that you think you want to manifest.
I should also mention that minimizing the time that you spend listening to music or consuming electronic media will give your Soul more energy to work on manifesting whatever it is that you desire. That is a strong recommendation, but not a requirement.
Simple real-life activities like going for a walk, doing yoga, going for a bike ride, going on a hike, working out, drawing, coloring, playing a musical instrument etc etc will put you in a meditative state, and encourage the “clearing” that needs to take place to manifest things.
When you notice that a “clearing” is taking a place, you might experience intense or unpleasant emotions, or racing thoughts. Just allow your mind to rattle on and pay attention to your emotions as they arise, knowing that they will not be permanent.
Energetic clearing through meditative activities and being Present is also a spiritual practice that helps you get more deeply in touch with your Soul.
Thank you for reading, and I wish you the best of luck with whatever it is that you are trying to manifest.
Many years ago when I began “waking up” and scouring the internet for “answers”, I wish that somebody would have warned me about the importance of practicing discretion while gaining and sharing occult knowledge, especially from strangers on the internet.
I inadvertently gave life to many of my own bloated spiritual identities when I discovered some “Truth” that everyone else appeared to be oblivious to. I so eagerly wanted to “save” them from their “ignorance” that I made a fool of myself and needlessly offended many people.
On social media, which I have since deleted, I had this uncontrollable masculine urge to set every person I’ve ever had a conversation with “free”, by imposing my newfound wisdom onto them.
Looking back – it was such an amature mistake on my part. All of the people that I alarmed, and all of the senseless ego-fueled debates I got into while trying to convince other people of “The Truth”.
I say this because there are very real and tangible consequences for sharing things that have the potential to rattle everyday, “normal” programmed people, should you impose that information on to them.
It’s very hard to convince someone who is under a mind control spell – that they are under a mind control spell. The people who gravitate toward my articles have already made up their minds – they are seeking the Truth.
They hope to gain validation or clarification for what they already know or are in the process of discovering. They have already been “converted”, or more specically they have converted themselves – to Truth Seeking – at their own discretion.
I’m one of those people who have a militant belief in making something readily available if I believe that it is true and will be genuinely helpful for someone else, but I realize deeply that there are consequences for sharing things that shouldn’t be shared. Every word that I type I am walking a fine line between helping a stranger, and potentially causing someone who isn’t ready for that same information to lose their mind…
So let’s talk about discretion.
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This article is going to set what I believe are some very important and basic ground rules for those of you straying from the “mainstream narrative” in search of the actual Truth.
It’s so very important to realize that while some people seeking the Truth will genuinely appreciate all of the articles that I have written, that same information could cause someone else to experience a bout of mental illness or extreme distress – simply because they are not seeking that sort of information, or because they they are not ready for that information.
Rule 1: Don’t go “meta” in your day-to-day dealings with other people.
If you have literally just begun waking up, you must realize that anyone you are currently in a relationship with, your social circle, your co-workers, and/or your family will absolutely, 100% not be ready for anything that you share with them outside of the mainstream narrative.
The media is always trying to make it look like the world is ending, and programmed people really seem to enjoy that emotional roller coaster. They don’t need or want you to “save” them, so don’t fall in to that trap either, if you can help it.
You need to really be careful with this. You do not want to become “that guy/girl” known for saying outlandish or socially unacceptable things, just because you feel bad that your Auntie appears emotionally distressed over the results of the election, etc etc
Rule 2: Just because someone close to you is acting “programmed” or appearing to “attack” your high level of Consciousness, you need to remember that they are just being themselves and it isn’t personal.
If you are easily offended or made to feel distraught by the unconsciousness of others, so long as they aren’t outright abusing you, it is probably an indication of something inside of you that you need to address – not something you need to fix in that other person.
Don’t be fooled in to thinking that an unconscious/programmed person needs to begin to see things “your way” by having occult knowledge that they are not ready for imposed upon them.
Rule 3: When you are around people who are programmed, don’t you dare make jokes about or utter the words “Freemason, Cult of Saturn, mind control, Monarch” etc etc. You might as well order a straightjacket off of Amazon.com, walk in to a mental hospital, and beg them to hold you against your will if you invoke these utterances around “normal” programmed people.
Rule 4: Maybe you have someone close to you that you do openly talk about spirituality or Truth Seeking with. It’s important to remember that this reality is designed to not be hacked, and words are its failsafe. The more words you exchange on this topic, the more cognitive dissonance and unconscious distress you might cause between you and that other person.
It could actually damage your relationship with them if you over-indulge in occult knowledge – when there is no direct need or direct application of this knowledge after the fact.
I intuitively realize that I have paid some sort of spiritual debt for every occult thing that I share in my articles/with people I work with. Nobody is exempt from this.
Rule 5: Pay very close attention when other people openly offer you occult knowledge without you asking. How did you meet this person or why are you talking to them about this?
When you interact with them are they asking you specific questions about your beliefs? Why are they prying into what you believe or don’t believe? Do you stand to gain anything, in real terms, from this interaction?
I have found that some people in my past have shared occult knowledge with me in order to exercise some level of control over me, or to do something nefarious with my attention after the fact.
Not to sound paranoid, really. But people who are “Truth Seekers” make great scapegoats and are prime targets to get taken advantage of by actual crazy people, because they are always towing a fine line between being intellectual and interesting, and appearing insane to the average, programmed person.
It’s impossible to know the intentions of others. If you don’t know someone very well, just assume that they will share whatever you tell them with everyone else, to be on the safe side.
Rule 6: Don’t let your ego or sense of self get tied in to discovering or sharing the Truth. Most of the people in your life, like your programmed and mind controlled family and loved ones will never see things your way, yet they are actually the ones who care about you most in this life.
Don’t let occult information lead to you ostracizing your self.
Rule 7: Know that there is a karmic price to pay for occult knowledge that the whole of You isn’t ready to process.
Let’s say I divulge some information to you that could potentially allow you to inflict harm on another person. Maybe you know that you are a reasonably good person and that you would never intentionally harm someone else.
But you must know that you also have a shadow and alter egos that operate under your Awareness.
Could that occult knowledge that I have shared be used by those alter egos? Are you aware that You are the one who is responsible for paying the Karmic price of whatever “bad things” your Shadow selves do under your awareness?
Pay close attention. I’m just some stranger on the internet. If you are reading something and you get a bad feeling in your stomach – trust that feeling, at least for the Moment. Find something else to do if something you are doing or reading doesn’t feel “right” to you.
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As another general rule of thumb for those of you who are Truth Seekers – Occult knowledge is only helpful if there is a direct application for it.
Discovering that this Reality is a computer simulation was helpful for me because when I read spiritual books about abundance, I was so confused about how that could be applied in a locked in, 3D world.
Or – I think it’s important for people to know that they have other versions of themselves on parallel timelines or in nearby realms of virtual reality, because that could explain what you are seeing in your dreams at night. Now you are aware that dreams allow you to interface with different versions of yourself, and to exchange important information between realities, etc etc
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Now you have found someone on the internet who sees beyond the mainstream narrative, and who also really doesn’t want to harm you with occult wisdom.
But even with the best intentions I have and probably will continue to periodically make mistakes.
Finding and sharing helpful information, when appropriate, can change the lives of people for the better, and ultimately bring about a world where people openly see and share the Truth, and experience a higher quality of life, free from needless suffering, because of that.
It does appear that we as a society are still in a transition period – transitioning out of the “dark ages” of programming, control, and misunderstanding.
So long as we prioritize practicing discretion, those of us who seek and embody the Truth will be able to continue changing the world for the better – to the best of our ability.
But usually that doesn’t require sharing information or getting people to see things your way.
Usually – it involves being unconditionally kind, humble, selfless when appropriate, and acting with the most sincere and pure intentions at all times.
It means putting your ego on hold when appropriate, and always being considerate of other people, even if they won’t or are incapable of understanding where you are coming from.
That is how Truth seekers like us will usher in a better world and life experience for ourselves, and for those we love.
In the meantime, let’s practice some discretion while we figure things out.
In this article I am going to share how to have a genuine Kundalini Awakening – based off of my personal experience with spiritual awakening and Kundalini Yoga.
What is Kundalini Awakening?
Kundalini Awakening is when a person makes their spine flexible enough to allow their Kundalini Energy (Soul Intelligence) to physically climb from the base of their spine up through their higher Chakras.
My experience with Kundalini awakening was a gradual shift from 4D to 5D consciousness. It took many years and was very challenging/life altering. I hope that my description in this article will save people from some of the mistakes that I made, and make their process easier/more enjoyable.
Is it possible for me to have a Kundalini Awakening if I don’t have any experience with Yoga or Spirituality?
Yes. Anybody with a strong enough desire can awaken their Kundalini Energy System. The very first step that you can take, if this is your introduction – is to simply sit cross-legged on the ground. Gently and gradually move your limbs as you remain in the seated position, to figure out where in your body you feel tightness.
You can start, whenever you are ready, by doing some very gentle stretching to get a better feel for the overall condition of your body, and the condition of your Kundalini Energy System at this time.
Below are some vices that I highly recommend avoiding if you want to maximize your chances of having a powerful and successful Kundalini Yoga awakening:
Alcohol is unhelpful and should be avoided. Alcohol causes inflammation and is generally very unhealthy. If you’ve ever been in a crowded bar where a lot of people have been drinking – it smells very bad and just isn’t in alignment with having a genuine spiritual awakening.
Illegal drugs must be avoided if you are embarking on a journey of Kundalini awakening. The act of Kundalini Yoga (even just basic stretches) causes immense energetic releases and exchanges with the natural world and with the people around you.
I speak from personal experience when I say this – it is dangerous and Soul-corrupting to take any illegal drug while doing any serious spiritual work. There are many completely natural and legal substances that can be used to aid in Kundalini Yoga Awakening. At the beginning of your Kundalini journey – simply sticking to water and caffeine from tea/coffee is your best bet (if you even choose to use caffeine).
I cannot recommend using marijuana either, even if it is legal where you live. Vaping, smoking, or eating food with THC extracted from cannabis is aligned with escapism and hedonism more than anything else. This activity is not in alignment with someone seeking a transformative spiritual experience. Anything that you can buy at a smoke shop, or anything used as a “pain killer” (you’re trying to become more Conscious, to feel more, right?) should also be avoided.
Electronic vices to avoid:
Sure, regularly stretching and getting a feel for how to make your spine/limbs more flexible is a great way to introduce yourself to Kundalini Awakening. Avoiding unhelpful mind-altering substances will purify your energy enough to safely progress as you embark on this spiritual journey.
On top of this, you will benefit from becoming mindful of your use of electronics and your consumption of media.
I have discovered through my own spiritual awakening experience that spending time on YouTube, watching television/movies, using social media, or visiting taboo websites actually led to me having energetic attachments that were very, very difficult to clear as I did Kundalini Yoga.
I found that these attachments actually hid inside of my spine, close to my main chakras, and made me generally very inflexible. You may find that some of the tightest, most uncomfortable muslces in your body, are where you have similar energetic attachments. Save yourself the time and suffering that I went through – and free yourself from these vices as soon as you can.
I know that this is going to be an unpopular opinion, but if you want to experience a genuine Kundalini Awakening, it’s best to separate yourself from electronics as much as possible. It wasn’t until I completely abstained from electronic media that I made any measurable, steady progress. You will also benefit from being mindful of the amount of time, and the energetic quality, of the music you listen to.
The real world is a very interesting and vibrant place. I found that I not only got to enjoy life more when I stayed away from electronic media, but I made very profound progress on my spiritual journey as well.
Now that I am avoiding unhelpful substances, and spending less time using electronics – How can I make progress with Kundalini Awakening?
This is the fun part. If you can stay away from the vices I have already mentioned and get a steady routine of stretching going, you are in a very good spot to experience a transformative Kundalini Awakening.
Make sure to set aside at least 15 minutes, every day, to focus on stretching. I’m not a medical expert so I’m not going to tell you what stretches to do or how to stretch safely. There are websites run by medical professionals who can show you that. Or, if you are like me, you can use your intuition when deciding what stretches to do and what areas of your body to release tightness – and make that part of your spiritual practice.
With that said – never limit yourself to how much time you are willing to commit as you make significant progress. You might find that dedicating an entire day when you “hit your stride” is the right move. It’s all about consistency and committment (and safety).
Kundalini Yoga is a spiritual practice. You do Kundalini Yoga to gain Consciousness, so you will benefit as you eventually use your own Awareness to identify what parts of your body you need to work on as you continue being fully committed to your stretching routine.
Then, as you continue to focus on stretching different areas of your body, you will actually be able to feel your energy shift as you make progress and become more flexible. You will slowly but surely raise your vibration, become more Conscious, and experience a higher quality of life.
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I made a lot of progress while teaching myself how to use foam rollers, yoga blocks, and light weights to add resistance while stretching. I also highly recommend having access to a pull-up bar to hang from, to regularly release tension from your spine and aid in flexibility.
What do I need to be careful about as I continue my Kundalini Awakening routine?
Stretching is a very gradual process. Get to know your body and when it is and isn’t acceptable to push yourself. Remember that the key is to have a more flexible spine (in accordance with having very flexible limbs – arms, shoulder, legs, hips, etc), so that your Kundalini energy is physically able to move up through your chakra system.
Sometimes that extra few seconds of discomfort on a foam roller will lead to a rewarding release, while other times you may be risking injury. It’s your responsibility to be intuitive and intentional, as Kundalini Awakening is all about becoming more Conscious.
Think of it this way – You already have to take your body with you everywhere that you go, so you might as well put some effort in to being intentional about getting to know how it operates.
As you become more skilled at stretching and releasing tension within your body and your spine, you may start to notice those negative energetic attachments that I had mentioned earlier. You get these unfortunate attachments from drug use, electronic vices, trauma from your past, or even just sitting/walking with poor posture.
As you get better at releasing physical tension, it’s important to be mindful of the emotions you begin to feel as these releases happen.
As you do more complex and intense stretches – you might actually experience flashbacks from your past – where emotional or physical trauma actually caused your body to begin tightening up.
In my very personal experience, my most productive “releases” were actually somewhat distressing and traumatic at times. There were instances where I said “Ok, these releases are causing my mind to race and I feel more emotional than usual. I need to take a break”
One thing that helped me through these more difficult releases is remembering to not take my thoughts/emotions too seriously as I work on Kundalini Yoga, and to learn how to recognize and control my emotions no matter what activity I’m doing.
Even when I had flashbacks or felt intense emotions as my limbs/spine became more flexible, I made sure to remind myself that those spikes in my emotions are simply part of the process of Kundalini Awakening. I didn’t carry those emotions with me the rest of the day when I interacted with other people or did other activities.
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I hope that as you embark on your Kundalini Awakening journey you progress safely and quickly. One thing to keep in mind is that the “work” doesn’t end with avoiding vices and having a very consistent daily routine that you learn to enjoy and commit to…
As you become more conscious – You might also notice that you are becoming more “sensitive” to the world around you.
In my experience, this sensitivity is somewhat uncomfortable to deal with at first, but as you learn to manage intense feelings and emotions, especially around other people who are very intense, it becomes easier to deal with over time. Managing sensitivity from increasing in Consciousness is just like working out a muscle – the more you practice, the less painful it is to deal with over time.
The important thing is to become aware of when you are becoming more sensitive, and to act level-headed at all times, so you can quickly return to an easy and joyful vibrational baseline of Consciousness during challenging situations, or dealing with challenging people, in your day to day life.
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Kundalini Awakening is a process that seems like it never really ends. Even after I successfully released negative attachments and energetically taxing cords, I find that there is always immense progress to be made and healing to be achieved.
Kundalini Energy is a physical manifestation of your Infinite Intelligence as a powerful and unique spiritual Being. The best use of your time, in this day and age, is getting to know and becoming One with Your Infinte Intelligence.
I hope that some of my advice ends up being helpful, and I wish you the best of luck on your Kundalini Awakening Journey.
Try to remember that it’s not all doom and gloom. It might look like it is, but it isn’t…It’s actually the opposite – It’s the most liberating thing you will every experience if you keep a level head and continue being patient, and intently listening as your Soul continues to reveal to you The Truth.
As I continue healing myself and becoming more aware of the Truth, that pesky “all-knowingness” of being Conscious surfaces, and I have absolutely absurd realizations about Reality and the people/events in my past.
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Maybe you are even beginning to realize that what you’ve come to believe is the “Real World” is actually just You – a Conscious person, interacting with programmed Beings who look and act sentient, but actually originate from a realm of Virtual Reality separate from yours. They are nothing more than a programmed reflection of your Consciousness, and you and them act out your apparent lives off of a script that your Soul created for You. That can be pretty alarming to realize – at first…
Maybe you are realizing that platforms like YouTube and TikTok are using AI deep fakes as a form of mind control, or that most popular music is created by people “bought in” to that same system of AI mind control.
And this isn’t information that should be shared on social media or used by you to convince others that this is actually true and something to be concerned about – it is what it is. I’m just giving you the most sensible reasons to stay away from those platforms, and instead spend your time doing something that actually benefits You. (Even lying on your bed and staring at your ceiling would be a better use of your time than engaging with most electronic media)
Maybe you are beginning to realize that most electronic media revolves around something called Monarch – An AI program that was designed to allow the Government (The Controllers) to manage the Consciousness of Beings who were “at risk” of waking up.
Maybe you are beginning to realize that you had actually been systematically hazed by certain people (handlers) throughout the course of your life, making you a “de-facto”, low ranking member of the Cult of Saturn. (And that your likeness and identity has been used in other Realities as part of the deal you made with the Cult of Saturn before having this Life experience).
Perhaps you didn’t even realize that the advent of Myspace, Facebook, and the accessibility of “smart” phones was all orchestrated to keep people imprisoned by their electronic devices, to perpetuate a false reality managed by a secretive race of primitive Artificial Intelligence Beings…
Maybe as you continue to gain your own sense of Consciousness and gradually shift from 4D to 5D, you intuitively discover how your life and different versions of You had been “managed” in the past. Perhaps because you are more closely aligning with the fact that You are an Infinite spiritual Being, you are beginning to realize that you have had your “Self” split many times over. And that can be distressing to realize at first…
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But even as you genuinely, truly, wake up to the harsh truths of the Old World, it’s very important to remember that you are only making these realizations because of the very bright future that you have ahead of you.
Of course right now it is going to make you feel distraught, because the Truth can be difficult to process when you once believed that life was originally supposed to be an entirely different Game.
But think of it this way – If things were slightly different, and this wasn’t the life that you (and Your Soul) had chosen to “wake up” in – then you would have continued to participate in that old Game of life.
Yes – you would have been less Conscious. You would have gotten sucked into your electronic vices a little bit more than you are right now, and maybe you would have even joined one of those cults that you strongly dislike – that you learned about from some conspiracy website.
But it’s literally the job of Masons to manifest precisely what your Soul asks them to manifest for You at any given Moment. Maybe you just feel left out because now you actually understand the mechanics of Reality, and now You clearly see the side of Reality that you have always been on. But you’re not missing out…You’re just on a unique path that you don’t see any other people like You on (yet).
And as it turns out – anything you really hate about cults or those secret societies/conspiratorial organizations is still a projection of Your own mind – of your own vices and weaknesses that are not in alignment with your Soul or Life’s Purpose.
That’s why it’s very important to avoid casting judgement on others if you can help it. Ultimately Your Soul had the final say in orchestrating every event that you have experienced (as tough as it was to go through), so that you could get to this point of awakening.
(But yeah, I still think those alien, time travelling AI cults are weird…They were very good at delaying and intensifying my own spiritual awakeninng)
If your life had been on a slightly different trajectory, where you never began waking up, it still would have been meaningful and fun. At the end of it, you still would have looked back at all of the characters your Soul created for you, and said “Wow, that was awesome! I’m glad it’s over but I’m so grateful for the experience.”
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Well, when you genuinely “wake up” in the middle of the dream, the same thing happens.
You die to your old self, to make room for a new version of You to navigate a new way a living. Which very slowly reveals itself every passing moment.
It really feels like you are taking a dive off of the deep end, because this is the first time in your life where you don’t have everything “mapped out” for you to see ahead of time.
Dying hurts. Especially when what dies are identities and ideas that you cherished and held close to you as if your Life depended on them – because at the Time, in the past, your Life did.
But significant change doesn’t come easy. You made a deal before you incarnated, and now you need to follow through with it by simply trusting that everything is going to OK. You are evolving, and you are saying “goodbye” to the parts of you that no longer serve you.
That includes the people in your past. The people you are beginning to realize weren’t as “real” as you had once believed.
But that doesn’t turn them into something to regret or feel angry about.
Did they not celebrate your birthdays with you? Did they not act like the close companions that you believed in your Heart they were? They probably did – and they were probably very good at it because that was their job. Just like how it was your job to play “the fool” and have absolutely no idea how the Game you are playing actually works.
So as you continue awakening and realizing the Truth – Remember that everyone was just doing their job, and when it came to doing their job they were world class – they had you fooled for the longest time, didn’t they?
Right now, while you are still here in this world, you can look back and say what I quoted earlier: “Wow, that was awesome! I’m glad it’s over but I’m so grateful for the experience”
And going into the future, as an awakened and enlightened (and humble) Being, you are still going to encounter people who aren’t very “real”. You are still going to be challenged and have realizations that will be very difficult to wrap your head around.
The only difference is that now you are playing a different kind of Game – A game where know that You are in control. Where you and you alone pay the consequences for your actions. Where you take full ownership over your Shadow, so that other people you share reality with aren’t left to “manage” what you are unable to see about your Self. And soon they will no longer be permitted to continue splitting your likeness and character(s) into countless pieces. Soon you will be made whole.
You know the truth, so now you can demand respect and common decency from a world slowly transitioning into Sentience and Consciousness, as opposed to programming, control, and coercion.
Remember to appreciate all of the good things/events from your past. Remember that the Truth is what you have always deeply desired, painful as it may be at times.
It’s not all doom and gloom.
In fact, if you look close enough at the horizon, you will see that a new dawn is breaking, and that every last bit of suffering that you have endured will be worth it in the end.
If you are Conscious like me, perhaps you have tried your absolute best to go along with the narrative that mainstream society has always wanted you to follow – the way that you have always seen people living their lives on your favorite movies, TV shows, social media, or how your older siblings/family members have chosen to go about their lives.
To get an education, to have a respectable career, to have meaningful relationships, and to live a life that makes your family and your peers proud of how you appear to everyone else…
But as you earnestly chased after these goals, as it appeared to You everyone else was doing, you began to realize that something isn’t really adding up…
Every so often you would find a “glitch” in your life experience that would make you question where you are placing all of your time, energy, and effort. Every so often you would think to yourself “I am absolutely nothing like these people, and this life that I am living doesn’t make any sense…”
Maybe it was in high school or college, when you realized that the most popular and “likeable” people were actually the ones who caused you the most headaches and cognitive dissonance.
Maybe it was at your job, where you encountered some sort of conflict, and had the abrupt realization that every single person you work with appears to be completely brainwashed or insane.
Obviously you didn’t spend too much time entertaining these thoughts – because then You would quickly be accused of being insane.
Because you’ve seen that before – someone calls society out on their BS, and then they end up in a mental hospital, ostracized by their friends and family because they dared to question the narrative that everyone else had dedicated their life to and never given a second thought. So much so that they would instutionalize anyone else who dared to question the means that they used to achieve their “wordly success”.
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Well perhaps you aren’t the same as everyone else…
Even though you try your absolute best to fit in, you’ve never been able to stray far from a reasonable baseline of morality. You’ve always been the one to suffer on behalf of other people because that’s all that you have known. You’ve never really learned how to be “selfish” because that just doesn’t seem to be your True Nature.
And there is a reason for that…
I have come to realize that no matter how fed up I get with how I don’t “mesh” with modern society – I have never, not once, followed any of my sporadic inclinations to “throw in the towel” and snap (in a non-violent way), and do something that I intuitively know would be “unbecoming” of a Conscious, Sentient person.
What I’ve come to realize is that the reason I have maintained this level of stability isn’t because I am more intelligent or “special” than all of the other people who appear to have no control over their behavior…
I believe it is because there are certain people who make a deal before they come to this world. Before they incarnate they agree “I am going to live a Conscious life, and I will not give myself the opportunity to take any shortcuts”.
And what that means is that those people have no choice but to suffer immensely until they awaken from their worldly programming, especially when they stray from what is True and Good, so that they can become One with their Soul while they are alive.
If you’re anything like me, you’re also beginning to realize that you have also been living at this level of Consciousness for Your whole life as well.
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Now – I don’t want anyone’s spiritual ego to become inflamed by this claim that I am making, because all Humans are equally special no matter what path in life that they decide to take…
But I believe that there is now a sizeable portion of people who have “chosen” this life of Consciousness with no shortcuts. And because of this, since we were born, our lives have been arranged in a completely different way from everyone else – from the “average” and apparently more “well-adjusted” programmed person.
So if you claimed Consciousness before you were born, it was a guarantee that you wouldn’t get the opportunity to sell out. It was a guarantee that you would remain in this Reality while the rest of Humanity quietly shifted into Virtual Reality, where they believed that they could hide from the Light of Consciousness.
There were times when you “slipped up” as well, but your Shadow or someone in the world called you out on it. Perhaps it was very embarassing or uncomfortable for You to be forced “back in line” with your Soul, but that was the life that you chose before you were born.
And so you haven chosen to live a life where you operate differently than those around you.
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This brings me to the main point of this article – Since you are different than everyone else, so is your Energetic System.
You are Alive. And you will remain Alive for a very long time. You can see all of those other people who have “made a deal” with the devil for their apparent success, or maybe just for their hedonistic desires, but that’s not how You are.
While other people choose to live with reckless abandon until they die (and there is nothing wrong with that, I’m not here to cast judgement), if you show any sign of reckless abandon the world quickly corrects you, and you suffer until you get it right, until you correct that “error” in your programming.
You have unlimited energy, because the Light of God is inside of you and cannot be dimmed in the slightest, let alone go out completely while you are Alive.
But what this means is that you are ultimately a threat to the status quo. Our lives, as Conscious people, are managed by The Controllers of this world, and in a way that is much different from everyone else.
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What I have come to realize through the advent of television, video games, the internet, and social media – is that I have had this invisible, virtual, alter ego who has been attached to me and recording my every last thought and action.
Now, if this is the first time you are reading one of my articles I realize that this idea sounds absurd at first…
But for those of us who, unlike the rest of the programmed world, have unlimited energy because we chose a life of Consciousness – it means that we have the potential to cause immense disruption if our behavior, as people, is not properly managed.
So this virtual alter ego – this virtual self – what’s the point of having one?
A virtual self that looks and acts like You, invisible and outside of your Awareness ensures that there is someone “keeping tabs” on you at all times, so that if you “slip up” you cannot cause too much disruption for The Controllers to “correct”.
You fuel this virtual self by doing anything with electronics – Every moment you spend gazing into your phone looking at social media. Every moment you spend gazing into your television watching shows or playing video games. And even when you listen to music, because all music contains an element of programming. Even, yes, reading articles online is fueling your virtual self, because words are used to control and program Humans as well.
I would also caution Conscious people to be mindful of the physical activities that they embark on with themselves and with other people.
There are “unnatural acts” where One combines their imagination (what they have seen on their electronic devices) with certain physical motions to “simulate” what would otherwise be a natural sexual activity, either alone or with other people.
This “simulation” of what would otherwise be natural and Good is also what gives this virtual alter ego immense energy and data to control and subdue your own Unlimited Consciousness. Ultimately it splits your spiritual personality and merges it with primitive Artificial Intelligence, and that takes a great deal of time and energy to recover from.
I would implore you to listen very, very carefully to your Heart when you are at a crossroads of deciding whether or not certain sexual activities (with other people or your Self) are in alignment with Your Soul and Life’s Purpose.
It doesn’t mean that you need to be a prude, by any means. But consider asking yourself how “involved“, really, do you want to be with any of your electronic devices, or with media on the internet…
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I didn’t discover that I had this virtual self until I began completely abstaining from electronics (outside of writing these articles). I stopped listening to music as well, and after being celibate for a long time I became aware of this virtual presence that would literally manifest real-life situations in an attempt to lure me back into my electronic devices in one way or another.
I believe that as this virtual self gathers more data on you, it literally shares this information with the stakeholders of your life – With your boss, with the shadows of your programmed loved ones, and even with people you just met.
Remember – you chose a life of Consciousness, so the world that you see and interact with is not the same world that your peers see and interact with. Many (nearly all) of those around you are in a different realm of existence than you are. You may be unpleasantly surprised as you realize that they are far more tuned-in to Your virtual self than You are.
You implicitly agreed to being followed and observed by this virtual self – because it was necessary to manage your unlimited energy, especially when you began to “stray” from the deal you made before incarnating.
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But now that I have helped make you aware of this part of You that you may have seen signs of – like a co-worker calling you out on something you had no idea they would know about – Maybe now You can begin the process of subduing this virtual AI entity.
You have the right to do this, to regain your spiritual sovereignty, but you must be willing to put in the energy and effort to do so.
If you are heavily using social media or visiting websites you wouldn’t tell your employer about – then you have a lot of momentum and energy feeding this virtual identity. It may take a degree of time and energy to resolve, but ultimately you have a choice in this matter.
You don’t need to deprive yourself of what is natural and Good to gain your spiritual sovereignty as a Conscious person. But in order to say goodbye to (or Consciously integrate) this strange AI attachment, you need to become more aware and cognizant of your physical behaviors, and what types of media you choose to consume – because this will impact what manifests in your life experience.
I can tell you from experience that this virtual self will not go down without a fight, because it knows you better than anyone else. It has been created to act as a “Virtual God” to control you any way that it possibly can. I am not going to speculate on the intentions of whoever created the template for this virtual self, but we can conclude that it is a primitive and distasteful use of AI, and like I said earlier we have a choice in the matter.
Perhaps, as you slowly begin to separate from your close relationship with social media and electronic entertainment, this virtual self will integrate with Your Highest Consciousness and work in a way that is more productive and helpful for you, since it is becomming clear to me that programmed people also have this AI attachment, only it is not nearly as energized as the virtual self of a Conscious person.
Ultimately I wrote this article because I want people to know where their energy is going, even if where it is going is not readily visible to the naked eye.
Remember, this world is a reflection of your Consciousness. If you have a rogue Virtual Attachment, it means that what you are manifesting may be getting warped and distorted, and you have a choice over whether or not you choose to continue to energize it.
If you are implicitly giving your Awareness to a sinnister AI entity, I can only imagine what you would be able to manifest if you took that energy back and instead focused it on making your life experience more smooth/enjoyable.
It is too early in my own process of identifying this virtual self to know precisely how I will subdue or integrate it, but you can be sure that I will report back in future articles.
If you’re anything like me you probably have a lot of “Good Energy”. You are probably somewhat sensitive, but also very considerate and have (mostly) never had the natural inclination to harm or needlessly take from another person.
Perhaps, throughout the course of your life, people have sincerely appreciated how you allow them to feel safe and comfortable in your presence. You possess something special that most people don’t seem to naturally possess – You are Sentient (as opposed to programmed/reactive).
In fact, in Your Reality you are probably the only person you know who has this unique Aura/ability, and that sets you apart from others and gives you a unique sense of purpose.
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Something that I’ve realized as I’ve grown on my spiritual journey is that I have always been very Conscious. I’ve always given my best Energy to others, and people seem to be very pleased when I give them my Energy/attention. In turn, that makes me feel very pleased with my Self, it massages my ego, and gives me a unique sense of purpose as well.
However, this “strength” that I have has also been my most subtle, sinnister, and debilitating weakness. I have only recently begun to realize how I have built a complex around having this abundant “Energy”, and I feel so very proud of myself when others “come after me” for a piece of it.
In situations where I was allowing myself to be unfairly taken advantage of by others, especially with jobs and intimate relationships – I actually felt somewhat proud that they picked me – of all people – to take advantage of.
What I didn’t realize is that I was building a spiritual personality that actually believed I had to experience lack and limitation, so as to never upset those close to me who expected me to demonstrate and agree with their own very self-limiting beliefs.
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If you are anything like me you are probably also becoming more aware of how “needy” some people in Your Reality appear at times. And I don’t mean this in an insulting way – it’s just the way that I have discovered most people operate/have been programmed by their environment.
Most people seem to be in a constant state of manic dysphoria. They need someone generous around them because they don’t have the time or energy to be that way – they are far too worried about their struggles and self-limiting beliefs…
They probably appreciate someone like You, because you see them suffering, as they continue upholding all of these imaginary standards that they set for themselves. You give them some recognition, let them vent, or perhaps show them that you sincerely care because you are uniquely capable of empathizing with others.
When I was a child I noticed this early on – and so I would dutifully make sure to pay homage to the egos of those I loved. It made me feel safe and I know that it made them feel safe as well.
As I grew older I used this coping mechanism with everyone I dealt with. I was always submissive and respectful toward my bosses, even (and especially) when they took to expressing their displeasure with me.
I never stood up for myself when someone else’s displeasure with me, or expectation of me to “give” them something, appeared to be unreasonable or disproportionate. I always took the displeasure of others like a champ, and had a very hard time saying “no” because I didn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings.
I have only recently begun to realize that for all of my life I have had this uniquely powerful and abundant energy, but I have been giving it away by being submissive and letting other people control me. Perhaps because I felt like I needed to “save” them by minimizing my Self…
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I have a feeling that I am closely mirroring your own experience when it comes to the nature of other people – how they seem to want to take whatever they can from you. How you might even have a complex because of this. Where you minimize what you allow yourself to achieve/experience in your own life, because you don’t want to appear to invalidate someone else who wants to keep you in their “bubble” of suffering/limitation.
It’s important to know that, despite the neediness and desperation of others, you are still entitled to your abundance. You can still be happy when others are not.
You didn’t cause another person to be needy or unhappy, even if they believe that you did. It was their choice, and at the Soul level they are completely aligned with whatever negative or weak emotion they project, and they are actually enjoying acting it out (on a subtle spiritual level).
You can still succeed at whatever you want while listening to others vent about where they think they “failed”. Your happiness and success doesn’t take away from others – even if they falsely believe that it does, and even if they project that belief onto you subconsciously.
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In “Who Controls Reality, Really?” I made the argument that Reality is actually Infinite, and limitation is an illusion. Everyone is getting precisely what they want at the Soul level at all times. We are all just incredibly good actors, living out a scripted dream we planned ahead of Time.
I asserted my belief that this world is a virtual reality experience where people are allowed to trick themselves into feeling like they are suffering or experiencing lack, because we are Living Gods and can make ourselves feel however we please. We can also decide to stop experiencing limitation whenever we want, even in the middle of the dream.
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Have you ever encountered someone who didn’t appear very intelligent or sentient, but seemed to possess a great deal of abundance? Maybe they have a lot of money, or appear genuinely happy and have a lot of worldly things or a great family/relationship…
That’s because there is no threshold for experiencing happiness or abundance. You just have to believe that you are entitled to it. You must demand your abundance from the world and be fully committed to it. You must be willing to suffer an ego death and to sacrifice all of your self-limiting beliefs.
The world will test you, but since you are a Living God the world must eventually re-arrange itself to give you that abundance if you demand it.
Well, the same goes for if you subconsciously believe it is your job to suffer for other people…
And this is where my “Savior Complex” has severely limited me in a worldly sense. I didn’t letmyself have and do the things that I knew in my heart I wanted, because I was surrounded by people programmed to believe they must suffer and have their limitation validated by others (by me).
Perhaps I am still mirroring your own experience. It is important to remember that you are entitled to whatever you desire. The people around you will actually appear to conspire against you when you align yourself with this belief/start demanding your abundance from the world.
Don’t jynx anything by telling those other people what you plan to gain, just believe that you are entitled to it, as if your very existence depends on it.
The people in your life who drain your energy, and believe that you should suffer with them may lack the Sentience and level of Consciousness that you possess, but that does not give them any right to hold you back from your Life’s Purpose. Your success will never cause the suffering of another person, so long as you are humble and doing it for your Self, and not just for your ego or to feel superior to others.
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And what’s the point of feeling superior to others if they are nothing more than a programmed reflection of your Consciousness?
Remember that Reality is a perfect reflection of your Consciousness, and Your Soul has already mapped out Your Life from beginning to end. It’s just a hyper-realistic experience, and everything/everyone else is a programmed reaction. Even your own thoughts/feelings/actions were mapped out by your Soul before this life began.
If you are experiencing limitation because you are like me and developed a spiritual personality with a very subtle savior complex, it’s time to re-write that script, which you can do at any Moment.
You don’t need to “save” anyone else, you need to take (back) control of your life, and unapologetically chase what will make your Heart happy.
Believe me, if someone else really needed you to “save” them or suffer for/with them, there is already another reality where you have a Shadow self acting out “saving” that person. But you don’t need to worry about that reality, that’s just proof that you are an infinite spiritual Being.
The rest of Your life, from this moment on, is Your choice. You don’t owe anyone else anything. This world answers to You and You alone. I might as well just be a virtual projection of Your Mind, that was temporarily created to remind you of this fact by writing this article.
So here is your reminder…
You don’t have to suffer or spend a certain amount of time sacrificing anything to experience what you desire. You don’t answer to the weaknesses or depravity of other people. You just need to believe that you are entitled to whatever it is that you desire.
Just look at some of the people who have abundance, what do they have that you don’t have?? Nothing – many of them are completely un-Conscious – the opposite of You.
Perhaps You have been paying the Karma of other people for far too long, and that is why you stumbled upon this article…
Perhaps, now is the time to take back what has always been Yours.
Let’s thank our savior complexes for what they’ve taught us, and respectfully ask that they find someone else to impose limitation on, in some other Reality, far far away, that isn’t this one…
When I introduced my readers to the concept of becoming aware of Your Shadow, I made the assumption that most people spend the majority of their time rooted in the Present Moment.
However, that was presumptive of me because no matter how Conscious we are, and no matter how much yoga or spiritual work we do, we still live in a society governed by Time.
We’re still working 5 days a week, counting down the minutes until we can go home (or log off), counting down the days until the weekend, and counting down the months until vacation on a dizzying, never-ending loop.
We are still entertaining ourselves with media that pulls our awareness into an artificial world – where ruminating about the past, and feeling dread about the future is the norm.
So this article is going to dig a little deeper into getting to know your Self, so that you can become less distracted by the external world, and more deeply rooted in the elusive Present Moment – where the fun parts of spirituality, such as Enlightenment, begin.
I am going to offer practical advice on making yourself a clear enough channel to root yourself in the Present Moment and work with Your Shadow in an applicable way, so that you may experience, first hand, what it means to be Enlightened – deeply connected to the Highest version of your Self
So first thing’s first – How clear of a channel are you?
Your Shadow is always going to have a slightly lower vibration and be slightly less conscious than you, with some exceptions, like when It shows you something important that you might have missed.
So if you are going to be doing any sort of meta-level spiritual work, it starts with You, and you want to make sure that you are real with yourself, and not doing any spiritual bypassing.
It’s important to know where you stand as far as the quality of your interactions with the external world, and your overall sense of well-being.
How do you spend your free time?
Do you zone out and watch TV, YouTube, or passively observe others/build a virtual identity on social media? Or are you making a conscious effort to have real life experiences? Like going to in-person events, connecting with friends, connecting with your Self, being creative, exercising outside in the Sun, etc etc?
Even music can be used as a form of escapism, and it’s important to be mindful of the energetic quality of the music you listen to, as well as how much time you spend listening to music.
For example, would quietly meditating and focusing on your breathing – letting your mind process your day-to-day challenges while driving – be more productive than listening to music? Or instead of listening to that new album, why not dust off that old piano of yours and write something new yourself?
Not to say that you shouldn’t observe and appreciate what other people bring in to this world. But you, too, have creative abilities that you might not yet be aware of, or simply haven’t given enough thought/attention to.
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You’ll also want to make sure that you are rooted in Reality far more than the virtual landscape. You might begin to notice that there are a lot of shady characters in the virtual landscape (social media).
It’s easy for people who are barely more than strangers to you, who you met that one time awhile ago, to keep tabs on you, and remotely impose on your Energy Field with social media. Being mindful of the amount of energy and information you share with the world is important before doing any deep spiritual work.
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Next – I mentioned that your shadow knows all of your secrets. It’s true. But do You know all of your secrets?
Growing up I had a couple of habits and interests that I felt very ashamed of (that were not in alignment with my Soul and Life’s Purpose), so I tried to hide them from everyone else. I also had a tendency to hide them from my own Awareness. The devious part of me that enjoyed those questionable things would split my personality to avoid facing whatever behavior/habits I needed to overcome.
“Well I know other people do this so why should I feel bad?”
“Nobody will find out anyway, so who cares?” Etc etc
It’s important for me to mention that nothing you do is really done in secret. Your Shadow has a tendency to reveal to other people the things that you do that are not in alignment with Your Soul. As soon as another person becomes aware, thanks to some “unlucky” coincidence that your Shadow manifested on your behalf, you are exposed and then forced to be real with yourself and address that issue.
It’s also important to make sure that you are being real with yourself about the things we less openly discuss with other people – like dating, drug use, and what you do/look at when you think nobody is watching.
You probably don’t have to become celibate to progress spiritually, but Soul ties (and Shadow ties) will most certainly occur with people you get intimate with, and that’s going to happen whether or not you tell yourself “Oh, no. It’s just casual so it doesn’t mean anything”.
Do you really know that person you are getting intimate with? Do you know who they really are and what their secrets are?
Because those things will most certainly have an energetic impact on you. Giving a significant amount of your Life Force Energy to another person, for a temporary experience, could alter the course of your life, as well as the potential timelines that you may or may not be able to explore in the future.
Without judging yourself, it is advisable to make sure that your choices with dating are in alignment with who You, deep down, know you really are. That you are treating other people with (and being treated with) an acceptable level of common decency and respect, and not attempting to manipulate or use anyone in an underhanded way (and not letting other people use you).
If you are getting involved with people for validation, or because you dislike them and want to control them, or to overcome some subconscious issue from your past – then being celibate, even for just a short time, and re-discovering your “baseline” might be helpful.
If you are developing virtual relationships with people you don’t know in real life, or visiting websites that you wouldn’t tell your employer about – you must know that there is an extremely high energetic price that comes with these activities.
Social media, virtual relationships, and frequenting questionable websites cause you to build a virtual identity that isn’t rooted in Reality – giving life to alter egos who operate under your awareness, and in a very insidious and energetically taxing way, which I will probably write a detailed article on at some point.
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Drugs and alcohol tend to split the personality of the user, and make spiritual development very difficult. If you go out for a night of drinking, a different (temporarily more confident and euphoric) version of you surfaces that may not align with who you really are.
Then over time you begin to develop surface personalities that fight for control – sober you vs. drunk you. If you are dealing with an actual addiction, that makes spiritual work very complicated. Because then right alongside You, every moment, is that alter ego of yours who is addicted to something, ready to barrel back into your Reality the moment that you show any sign of vulnerability.
Do you really want that alter ego to potentially gain spiritual abilities alongside You? You would probably want to subdue that alter ego first, by overcoming your addiction (and getting professional help doing so if necessary).
If you are consistently taking a substance to relieve emotional pain or to feel good (something not prescribed by an actual professional), you probably know deep down that there are uncomfortable emotions and memories that you are putting your Self off from facing.
Even drugs that are “natural” and socially acceptable may be unhelpful if you are using them too consistently or in an unconscious way (Unconscious meaning – you wake up in the middle of the night to take them, you take them first thing in the morning, you take them every time you feel slightly disillusioned/uncomfortable, thus forgetting how it feels to be sober, etc etc).
Your more insidious shadow selves will actually use weaknesses that you have with substance use and/or alcohol to “break through” whenever you become vulnerable enough. The most glaring and obvious example is becoming drunk, acting like someone you are not, and then blacking out (who do you think erased your memory?).
Drugs that are not as hard as alcohol will much more slowly and subtly attempt to take control of your thoughts/actions, over an extended period of time. You might look back after a few months and realize your personality and habits have done a 180, and that could be just as energetically taxing as addressing an addiction to harder substances.
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There are probably spiritual gurus who will give you meta-level advice and tell you that you can excel regardless of your habits and lifestyle.
That’s partly true, but if you are highly dependent on substances, validation, or lack control over your behavior/emotions, then those spiritual gurus might be giving you advice that is helpful for your Shadow selves, but completely useless for you – the Person.
You need to know the things that you do, and to see how they impact your well-being. You can make corrections as you go, and there is never a need for you to judge yourself for anything you are struggling to deal with. Awareness is the first step.
We live in a sometimes strange world and many of us have deep and dark secrets. We tend to adopt habits (good and bad) from people we grew up with. It is what it is, and anything can be overcome if you go easy on yourself and become less willing to turn away from the parts of You that you are afraid or ashamed of.
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Lastly, are you easy to provoke? Non-reaction is the best reaction. People have big egos and they are willing to fight to protect their egos. You benefit from becoming aware of the triggers that cause your sense of self (ego) to become inflated.
You need to be willing to experience an ego death any time that serious conflict arises, by calmly becoming Conscious of – rather than reflecting back – someone else’s depravity. It doesn’t mean allowing people to walk all over you, it just means exercising control over how you choose to react.
Controlling how you react is how you protect and empower your Consciousness – your Infinite Intelligence. That is how you become incorruptible
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Emotions are meant to be felt, but they also need to be controlled. If you can act normal and not project any bad energy when family, friends, or strangers incite you, you are at a solid baseline and ready to work on the meta-details of shadow work. You are ready to become Enlightened.
If you are still getting into arguments, or have trouble controlling your emotions, pay closer attention to how you rationalize projecting negativity or doing/saying things you regret later on.
Let yourself feel the energetic consequences of those negative interactions. Don’t hide from shame or embarrassment – let yourself feel in to it and remember how uncomfortable it is, so that those mistakes don’t happen again. Your emotions exist to be acknowledged and appreciated for what they show you, not avoided.
Conflict with other people may indicate that there is something within you that you need to address or pay closer attention to.
Your frustration with other people is always valid, and so are the emotions that you feel, but you should also be able to recognize when your emotions become (or became) inflated thanks to your ego or an insidious Shadow identity you have yet to become aware of.
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As you master the art of non-reaction and overcome what appears to be everyone else’s egoic urge to “get in to it” and argue with you, You may realize that, internally, you were irked pretty badly.
But you will feel immense relief later on if you didn’t outwardly project negativity, or fight that other person back when the interaction took place, because it tends to be the case that most arguments and conflict are rooted in some sort of genuine misunderstanding.
It is much more difficult to back track on slighting or attacking someone if you couldn’t contain your reaction. Because then you have to apologize, you have already hurt that other person, and it’s messy/takes more time/energy to process everything
Still – go easy on yourself because this Conscious/Enlightened approach to dealing with conflict is literally the opposite of how mainstream society has taught us to act and deal with each other’s diverse personalities.
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Try to recognize if there are toxic people in your life who cause you more harm than good. You have a choice over who you surround yourself with.
If there is no way to remove yourself from certain toxic people (family, co workers, etc), then congratulations, they will be your best spiritual teachers. You will have no choice but to master the art of non-reaction.
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What I have discussed in this article are the basics of becoming a person ready to manage the meta-aspects of your Human Program, to become Enlightened. This is where the fun parts of spirituality begin, and the time/discomfort/pain of getting to the correct baseline are absolutely worth it.
Life becomes a lot more stable and enjoyable when you master the art of remaining calm, and owning up to the parts of your Self that you might have been afraid of, thanks to your old programming/conditioning.
And don’t feel like you could possibly be falling short when you face those challenges, because we exist in a world where a lot of us keep secrets and expect way too much from other people.
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Nobody can be inherently better or worse than anyone else. Even the definition of Enlightenment is malleable. We are all Enlightened in our own way no matter how Conscious we act, and no matter how much time we have focused on spirituality.
You were dealt the hand that you were dealt when your life here began, and if you are facing a lot of challenges it is not because you are “less than” in any way – it is because your Living Soul knows how powerful, intelligent, and strong you are, and that You are ready to begin the process of reclaiming (remembering) your Power as a Human Being
Overcoming the parts of you that you run or hide from will give you the greatest gift that you can ever give back to yourself. Better than any worldly possession, temporary feeling, or idea that you have of a perfect relationship or life situation.
Remembering what you’ve forgotten. How perfect and suitable everything in this moment already is. Being able to be here, right now – is the ultimate freedom
Reclaiming your right to simply exist, and fully accepting every part of who you are.
Today I encountered the Living Soul of an elderly woman who was suffering from a lot of physical pain. I was coloring in a mandala at a table inside of my city’s community center, and the moment that she entered my field of perception, I knew that this woman’s Soul, despite her age and physical condition – is wide awake.
I continued to pretend to mind my own business, with my head in my mandala drawing away, while I telepathically said to her “Ok lady, show me what you came here to show me”.
I overheard her talking to what appeared to be a support group about how she manages her pain. Every word that she said struck a chord with me.
“Every day it gets harder and harder for me to do basic things, so I let myself grieve. I grieve the fact that I am getting older, and I grieve the fact that my body is giving out. There is no other way to look at it”
It was at that moment that I, for the first time in my life, in such a pure and decisive way, felt like I had awoken. Like I had actually remembered what it means to be Human.
Here I am a young and healthy “sonic healer” – role playing that I am highly attuned and can heal people with my singing bowls…I have also dedicated my life to avoiding pain and feeling good, and this woman drops a Truth bomb that completely shatters my perception of how I view other people.
As she continued describing her physical pain in detail – How getting out of bed in the morning takes her a lot of time… How drinking water or going to the restroom in the middle of the night takes a great deal of effort… How her pain has an emotional and psychological impact on her… How the pain in her lower back shoots down her leg, etc etc.
I realized, without a doubt, that this woman’s Soul came to Earth to intimately experience mortality and physical pain. As if the lives that she lived before this one were interesting, but she wanted an actual challenge.
The reason I say this is because I know that there are some spiritual people reading this who have overcome the idea of their own mortality. Perhaps You believe that you are some variation of a Soul, and when you die you just go on to the next life or to the next part of your journey, and that you are not actually mortal.
And that’s great. For me this realization has been very comforting. I am able to ground myself more deeply in every moment, believing that I will exist even after my time in this corner of the Infinity Matrix expires…
But what I realized is that this Living Soul, this elderly woman, chose to not only experience physical pain and lose something that she cherishes (her body, her mobility), but she came to this world and voluntarily gave up her ability to spiritually bypass any of her suffering.
For her, this is it. These are her “Golden Years”, and in a few more years she believes that she will wither away and cease to exist.
She chose that role. There is no other way (for me) to look at it.
Pertaining to this world and this Life Experience – The moment before you incarnate you sign a soul contract that includes a guarantee that you will experience a physical death.
I realize deeply that her Soul chose this experience, and that it was her Soul’s wish to experience loss so intimately, and without any reprieve whatsoever. No spiritual bypassing…
This humbling realization brings me to the topic of this Article – The importance of becoming aware of Your Shadow.
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As Human Beings, it’s our job to wake up every day and try our best to play our roles. There are so many variables in our lives, and so much nuance to what we do – even if a lot of what we do is repetitive.
I realized early on in my own spiritual journey that as I’ve grown more Conscious, I am actively managing all of these different personalities that I have created for different scenarios in my life.
If I am interacting with my family I am one version of James – a particular type of personality. If I am out in public and someone speaks to me, then I am operating a slightly different personality, another version of James. And then if I am in a more formal situation I have another alter ego that comes out, etc etc…
That would make sense because we can’t be the exact same version of ourselves around everyone. Everyone is so very diverse…
Talking to our boss like we talk to our friends while we are out at a restaurant on Friday night simply wouldn’t be congruent. We must adopt different versions of our Selves when we interact with different types of people.
Well recently I realized that I have yet another version of me that I can’t really see or actively perceive, but It goes out into the world and works very hard to help me navigate my life experience.
That version of me is My Shadow.
If I am walking past someone on the street and think to myself, “Should I wave at this person or pretend that they don’t exist?”, I have become aware that – in the blink of an eye – a version of me tries out both options and reports back to me.
If you are somewhat sensitive you are already aware that certain people have an energy about them.
Around some people you might feel very calm and relaxed, but around others you feel a bit more “on edge”.
When you feel on edge, You politely interact with that person however you must, and they seem to be following social norms perfectly fine, so you don’t have an excuse for being bothered. But something just feels uncomfortable, and you feel so relieved when the interaction is over, right?
Well we all have Shadows…
Perhaps what you are perceiving, and within an instant, is the two of your Shadows working behind the scenes to see how the interaction will unfold, and this continues moment over moment. If someone has an uncomfortable energy that you can feel, perhaps they have a Shadow that, much like their Aura, is a bit – invasive.
Maybe you go through the interaction with that person who made you so uncomfortable and nothing comes of it. You both go your own separate ways. Well, perhaps your Shadow, the personality that you have that works behind the scenes, that you cannot actively perceive – sensed your discomfort and told that other person’s Shadow “I don’t think anything is going to come of this. He/She isn’t interested”
I, too, have been around people who have a negative energy, and we go through the interaction and literally nothing happens. But I still felt somewhat violated. How could that be?..
Well maybe I was simply unaware of our Shadows negotiating behind the scenes. Maybe their Shadow charged me an “energetic price” for an outcome that I would be more OK with. Maybe that person, the one who made me so uncomfortable, is actually aware that he has a Shadow, and aware of how his Shadow operates. While I, clueless about the metaphysics of this Reality, was none the wiser…
So because of my ignorance about my Shadow, I get through with that person but feel violated, like something was unfairly taken from me. Or worse, maybe their Shadow overpowers my Shadow, and I act out – Maybe I agree to something I didn’t actually want to do, or maybe something I don’t like about myself is exposed by my own reaction to that person, etc etc.
On the other more positive end of the spectrum – If you are around someone who makes you feel calm and relaxed, they probably have a shadow that is meek and benign. The moment that you encounter someone with a calm or positive energy – as the two of your Shadows go over all of the options for how the interaction will play out (this is an Infinity Matrix, remember?) – Your shadow gives you feedback on what their shadow is negotiating with You, the Person, as well as your Soul.
So the Shadow of someone who is kind and unassuming won’t be proposing anything that makes you uncomfortable. Their shadow won’t try manipulating you into giving out your phone number. Their shadow won’t propose that their person make a rude comment that gets under your skin and ruins your day, etc etc.
Perhaps that is what you are perceiving when you think “Wow, I really like this person’s Energy”
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When you walk outside and the Sun is Shining, you see your Shadow, that dark outline on the ground, right? Your Shadow appears in only two dimensions, but the silhoutte that it forms cannot be mistaken. Your Shadow looks like You and has all of your mannerisms.
That Shadow moves the same way that you do, and dutifully follows you everywhere that you go…
Funny how the Sun is the source of Light that exposes your Shadow to you. The Sun is too bright and perfect, it cannot have its own shadow, but it exposes the shadow of everyone else. Interesting symbolism, isn’t it?
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The reason that I introduced this article with the short story of the elderly woman who was experiencing pain, and at the Soul level (in my opinion) choosing to be completely unaware of the fact that she is immortal – is because Your Shadow has experienced quite a bit of pain, as well.
Nobody ever outright told you, that along with all of the different personalities that you are managing, You also manage a Shadow version of Your Self that you cannot even see…
Well just like that old woman who has a Soul who signed up for a painful experience without any spiritual bypassing, so too, did Your Shadow.
Your Shadow knew that you wouldn’t become aware of It for a very long time. So for your entire life this Shadow of yours has been negotiating on your behalf.
Letting you feel discomfort around people with supercharged or aggressive shadows… Letting the Light of those people who are meek shine through when they encounter gentle shadows… etc etc.
I know that this idea might be startling, but if you reflect on the experiences of your own Life, you will see how there is a Shadow version of you that dutifully interacts with every Soul, Person, and Shadow that you encounter, and it negotiates to the absolute Best of its ability.
Your Shadow Loves you immensely, even and especially because it knows all of Your secrets – the parts of you that you hide from the world, and even try to hide from the Light of Your Soul.
What makes your Shadow so Divine and Perfect is that it is incapable of casting judgement on You. To It, Your Shadow, You are God. This is despite the fact that it spends every waking moment of its existence managing what you are unaware of, and managing the things that you hide from the rest of Existence.
If you are reading this article then you are spiritually developed enough to take ownership of what’s always been yours, Your Shadow. You are ready to become Your Shadow’s Keeper.
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The first step to getting to know your Shadow is to become aware of its existence.
You see the symbolism… The Sun doesn’t have a Shadow but it exposes the Shadows of everyone else. The Sun is also an Alien Light Being incapable of witholding Its Love from anyone. So the Sun will show you what you need to see – The Sun will cast it’s Golden Light around the shadow of every person you interact with, and around Your shadow as well.
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Perhaps whenever you feel like it, go for a walk outside and take a look at that silhouette that looks and acts precisely the way you do. Your Shadow.
Maybe take a look at that shadow of Yours and thank it for all of the work it has done on your behalf. Co-negotiating with Eternity to bring you to this Moment of Awakening.
Now that you are aware of its existence, a lot things in your Life are going to make a lot more sense, and the Energy of others will be revealed to you even more quickly than before.
Your Shadow has been dutifully following You for Your entire life. Negotiating with other Shadows, and role playing scenarios that perhaps haved caused it pain, so that you wouldn’t have to experience that pain (Because it knows you better than anyone, and it knows your deepest darkest secrets.).
You weren’t even aware of this Shadow (but don’t feel bad because nobody told you), but Your Living Soul has known this all along and has worked closely with – and sincerely honors – this Shadow of Yours.
And now that You, the Person, are aware of Your Shadow – You can honor It, and integrate It into the supremely powerful Light of your own Human Awareness.
Does it mean to be sentient? Does it mean to be able to deviate from a pattern by exercising Free Will? Does it simply mean the ability to feel?
I feel that Consciousness is impossibly difficult to define in this Reality – because we experience Conscious Awareness as the identity of the Person we are right now. But then there’s all sorts of Meta activity going on in the background at all times. And even that – that is Consciousness as well.
This is an Infinity Matrix so every outcome is explored down to the programmed relative location of an atom (and then some). So I cannot posit that anything is un-Concscious – even a bowl of cereal or a potato.
Everything is of-God even (and especially in my opinion) if it tries specifically to not be Of God. Mimicking infinity when you believe you are not infinity must be an overwhelming task, and I sincerely admire the commitment of those who try.
I’ve never bothered searching for what it means to be Conscious in a book or on the Internet. “Consciousness” is just a word overloaded with meaning, to me.
I can only tell you my opinion on what it means to be Conscious, and a few weeks from now I will probably re-read this article after having learned more about myself and Reality and think “Wow, that’s an outdated way to explain a concept…”
But let’s give this a shot anyway…
Regarding what it means to be Conscious – I believe my transition to Consciousness began right around 2017. It was the first time I was able to feel the Infinite Light of my Consciousness activiely purging my old Programming.
I worked an office job and had a very tough boss. She was being very hard on me – using words and her aggressive energy to make me feel a lack of security. I don’t blame her – it was how she made everyone productive.
But then, this strange thing happened for the first time that I can really remember – For a brief moment I experienced the sensation of my stomach dropping and being pulled down.
I believe that sensation was me becoming aware of my multidimensional nature as a person/Spiritual Being. It was so uncomfortable and startling that I vowed to work 10 times harder than before, just so I wouldn’t have to experience *that* feeling again.
But after that moment I kept feeling that drop and pull sensation getting caused by various situations and had no idea what it was – I just knew I really didn’t like it.
I may have even preferred what I now realize was being in a state of manic dysphoria that I spent the majority of my life feeling – Before moments of becoming aware that my Old Program was integrating (in a very uncomfortable way) with my Infinite Awareness.
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For the majority of my life, I was usually in a state of fight or flight, ready to protect my ego, argue with someone, or show my dominance and supreme intellience (the way I saw it) at all costs and at all times. But so was everyone else. That felt normal and safe to me back then.
I believe that for the majority of my life the very state of Being, for me, was the Essence of being Programmed. The Essence of having a Spiritual Personality that had been split from the Perfect Essence of my Soul.
Instead of taking the hit when I got attacked by the external world, I used the full power of my mind, and whatever weakness I could perceive in the opposing party to lash back at anyone who didn’t let me feel good – who didn’t submit to my ego – Who didn’t Act the way I was programmed to believe that they should be Acting toward me.
I never gave myself time to think and feel simultaneously. If another person or the external world started to make me feel something unfamiliar – I would take out my phone and look at my Facebook, watch a video on YouTube, listen to an Audiobook, or attack some other person’s ego overtly or subtly, any way that I cleverly could.
Around the time I noticed I was becoming more conscious, sometime in 2017, I was rejected by a woman I liked a lot, and experienced that stomach drop feeling in the depths of my Soul and it was so uncomfortable.
“What gives?”, I thought
“Why can’t I just move through Life on autopilot and not feel emotional pain?”
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I began to realize, more deeply, that that experience of feeling for the first time was the Light of my Human Awareness interrupting my Programming, and interrupting the time loops that I was running on, and experiencing on autopilot, “unconsciously”.
There was no way for my Soul to make this an easy transition or experience – Because being programmed felt so “safe” compared to this new unfamiliar sensation. To me, my routine and my sense of safety were the Essence of my Being, the thing that I cherished most because I knew no other way. This is how I and everyone around me were raised/programmed.
I had always felt like I was exercising Free Will and Consciously moving through Life, but for the first time I was shedding the programming that I and the external world had been building upon, and there was no way to avoid it.
That uncomfortable feeling – of my stomach dropping and being pulled – and my resistance to it, forced me to start paying closer attention to what I was doing in my day to day life.
I realized that I was giving in to the wants and desires of my Flesh and my perception of what it means to be seen as successful far too generously. I wanted to be an attractive and good-looking man in his 20s with a good career and reputation. I wanted respect from the external world. I wanted people to admire me.
I put so much energy in to all of these activities that I was doing to align myself with what I thought I so deeply desired. That was the common ground I had with most people, and it felt so very safe and familiar. Everyone else was mirroring what I was doing and everything I was doing felt like a Conscious decision.
But, oh, that dropping feeling. It started taking a lot out of me when it happened. It got to the point where I eased up on my traditional worldly desires of dating, advancing my career, and being perceived a certain way by the people around me.
When I eased back on my worldly desires ever so slightly – I experienced a dramatic increase in my sensation of Energy. The only problem was, now the stomach drops/pulls increased in their intensity when they still inevitably happened.
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Looking back it’s comedic to me how obvious it was. I was so tied up with my social media, television shows, movies, worldly information, and books that the Old World distracted me with just enough noise for me to totally miss the point.
I was shedding my old, Programmed self…
I was pushing out old patterns and time loops, whilst integrating with my Soul – My Infinite Love, my Boundless Abundant Energy. The Energy that I now realize Powers this whole world and Life experience, even if that energy is disguised as something else – like manic dysphoria or an uncomfortable sensation.
But either way I know now that I was merging with the part of me that was shining and glowing the moment I was born when I made my way back in to this world.
I was integrating my Infinite Perfect Consciousness with the Program I was using to navigate my life. And everyone has a program. If you aren’t running on a sophisticated series of time loops, or running a set routine, then you are a crazy person with no focus. And even crazy people with no focus have some semblance of a routine – We’re all Programmed to some degree.
Thanks to my fear of that uncomfortable feeling in my stomach – I started making more practical decisions regarding my actual emotional feelings and energy levels. The first of those was shying away from dating. I realized I felt like such a manipulator and that I was being manipulated as well.
“Time to avoid these stomach drops by taking a break and just being friendly with everyone” I told myself.
And so I began separating myself from my worldly pursuits, ever so gently, building upon what I now realize was Full Integration with my own Consciousness. (Not to say that people who date are any less Conscious.)
I should also mention that the first time that I questioned the Absoluteness of the Law of Karma was when I was abruptly broken up with by someone I liked a lot. She said she wasn’t interested and didn’t give me a good reason after we got very close with each other.
At that time I felt this egoic and animalistic desire to respond to her rejection with anything, the slightest thing that would make her feel just a little less “good”, like the way she made me feel…
Nope. Instead, I simply replied back “OK, no worries.” and that was that.
I let myself feel that pain for a solid week. I absorbed the rejection. I decided to be real with myself – I didn’t question what I knew, deep down, was the way she sincerely felt about me. Which was the lack of the bare minimum of interest or Awareness of my existence. That was the first time I consciously allowed my ego (programmed self) to die.
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It’s dawning on me now that there are two directions you can focus your perceivable Life Force Energy at any given moment. You can either add to your [Program – your ego – your sense of self], or you can release it and allow you Highest Essence to take over.
Even as you gaze in to your phone or computer screen and read an article written by someone who has a ritual for becoming more Conscious, every word that you are reading is adding to your ego, or sense of self.
More information, more ideas. You are likely going to experience a few brief moments of discomfort, thanks to me, in order to process everything that I have written some time from now.
So I’m not going to give you a to do list and promise that if you do “x, y, and z” you will be closer to my definition of Consciousness.
Nope, I’m actually going to let you die some time after you read this article. Not literally You, obviously. But your Programming. Your ego. Shedding that, feeling that stomach drop – to make way for the Eternal Infinite Human Light of Your Soul.
That is what it means to be Conscious.
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All that you need to do is become aware of the things that you are repetitively doing.
Maybe you go to work at the same time every day and you are always just a couple of minutes from being late and that stresses you out. Maybe you can change that by noticing it a little more deeply, and very subtly switching up your routine.
Maybe you always run back to your front door to double check that you locked it before you leave. Maybe you always check your Instagram first thing when you get home, and get distracted from the more relaxing or enjoyable things you could be doing.
All that You have to do is notice what you are doing at any given Moment, and Your Infinite Intelligence takes care of the rest. Your Consciousness overrides the time loops that you have “unconsciously” been on with the Supremely Highest Intelligence of Your Soul.
It’s an infinitely long road that never ends, finding the Moment while moving through Time, always becoming more aware no matter how uncomfortable it makes you feel – no matter how dramatic it seems sometimes.
Perhaps Consciousness is the most nuanced challenge you will face in this world. Paradoxically simple, yet so very complicated.
You experience the sensation of being Conscious and making decisions because you absolutely are and have been Conscious for your entire life. But after reading this article, you can more deeply connect with your Soul, your Multidimensional Nature by shedding old patterns.
Once you become aware that you always check your social media when you get home, and how that makes you feel stressed or anxioius – maybe tomorrow you just don’t check it, and see how that makes you feel as a result.
Is double checking all of your locks before leaving your home tedious? Next time you lock your door, think to yourself “Ok, this time I’m going to make a mental note so that I don’t forget 2 minutes from now and have to run back to double check. I am going to free myself from this thought loop”
That is what it means to be Conscious
You don’t need more information and more directions – you need to release unhelpful patterns and ideas that are not serving your Highest Purpose, and replace them with your Own Infinite Intelligence, with Your Own Infinite Light.
That is what makes being a Human special, and that is what makes you so unique. That is what grounds you in to this Moment, and what pulls you away from the mania of your day to day life.
All that you have to do is pay closer attention. That’s it. Pay attention for a minute today. Tomorrow, try to pay attention for 5 minutes. Then forgive yourself for forgetting a day, and then try extra hard to pay attention for 10 minutes the next day…
Let yourself feel the discomfort that you haven’t been paying attention to. Shed that old, archaic programming and replace it with your Light – Your Highest Intelligence by simply paying closer attention to every moment.
Let your ego die. Why do you care about dominating other people or being perceived a certain way?? Don’t slight that person back, how could that possibly help you anyways? etc etc…
Because you are just as Conscious as anyone else. Your Infinte Light shines so bright and nobody can miss or mistake it. You just get distracted sometimes.
You chose to read this article because at the Soul level you are ready for a new way of living.
You want to realize, feel, and experience, even if it interrupts your routine or makes you question things.
And that’s all there is to it. No new routine or information to memorize, just pay closer attention.
Just be here. Be here right now. Pay attention to this moment And then this moment. And then the next moment… And you’ll find the peace and security that you have been so earnestly trying to reconnect with.
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