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  • Nothing Matters, So Don’t Worry About Anything

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    So here I am at the end of April, 2025. I’ve spent the last month working double time on what I belieconsve is the final stretch of my Kundalini Awakening – that has taken many years to come to fruition, probably beginning in 2017.

    I’ve had this idea in my head that as soon as I reach a certain level of “Enlightenment” with this awakening – that as soon as my Kundalini Energy System opens up just enough…

    …That the clouds will open up, and the light of Heaven will pour down on me, and I will look up at the sky proudly, and feel complete and utter ecstacy knowing that I have finally reached what I believe is the pinnacle of Spirituality as a Human Being (lol)

    You see, I have been working insanely hard – making objective progress, experiencing ego death after ego death as I shed my programming and heal from the past. And at this point I’m not even healing from trauma that was cast upon me. I am healing from all of the terrible mistakes I made – the times where I harmed other people, and needed to look myself in the mirror and say “Wow, you messed that up, but you can forgive yourself now”.

    —

    It’s been absolultely mind-bending to realize how much my perception has changed day over day. I have learned more about myself and my relationship with Reality and other people in the last 30 days, than I have probably learned in the last 5 years before that.

    I think the most important thing that I have learned up until this moment – is that nobody has the answers.

    Even when my mind “wakes up”, and I’m able to articulate a spiritual idea that helps me make sense of things or find peace, it always leads me back to thinking “This sucks, everyone including me is insane and nothing makes sense”… Like I’m just running myself in circles.

    Make no mistake – I am still very much enjoying the gradual increase in my Consciousness and vibration, and ever so grateful for the help of my healing crystals, but I still haven’t figured out how to exempt myself from my own habit of convincing myself that I need to experience the sensation of suffering, and feeling like I am running in place but going nowhere.

    —

    I’m realizing that even though I have really good intentions when I write my articles, am exchanging my best energy during my sound baths, and sharing my “spiritual wisdom” with anyone willing to listen – at the end of the day it’s all a bunch of confusing nonsense…just like anything else that people write, do, or talk about.

    I intuitively realize that spiritual people like me who go out into the world to share their “Knowledge” cause chaos when they tell others “the way” when it comes to their own spirituality, and the path that they are on.

    There is absolutely no way to avoid this, because everyone is imperfect. We are literally projecting our most imperfect selves at the Highest versions of other people (and vice versa), because that is how the Human Program works…

    That is how Artificial Intelligence manages the way we exchange energy – because for the most part we are all still in a collective deep spiritual sleep, and because of this we need to continue exposing the really gruesome, deep, dark, and hidden imperfections we have to each other, to get closer to a true mass awakening of Consciousness.

    I will always have some deep spiritual flaw that I am unaware of. And that flaw will inevitably project itself onto someone else.

    Yet, what else are we supposed to do?

    This is how we communicate. This is what I love doing. When I “follow” other spiritual people, even if there is a “price” to pay for their knowledge, I am still grateful that they exist and I still enjoy receiving that information.

    —

    I just keep realizing that through more deeply understanding and unravelling my Self and Reality, that nothing really matters.

    As Human Beings we deeply desire things, and convince ourselves that once we finally have those things – that once the world finally gives in and rearranges itself for us – that we will finally have permission be happy and at peace.

    I have noticed that whenever I get what I want, I still manage to not feel at peace for very long – for one reason or another.

    It’s almost like everything we see out in the world and on our smart phones – the thoughts and words we tell our Selves, and the things we see other people doing and experiencing – is a very intelligent illusion. Like it’s all part of a charade that keeps us in a state of some level of manic dysphoria – as everything we experience causes some deep-rooted negativity within ourselves to surface.

    There is always someone out there getting under our skin, or some concern or unpleasant happening that all of the sudden disrupts what would have other been a peaceful and care free day.

    —

    Something that I’ve noticed, and I don’t want to jynx anyone else so let me set that intention…

    But something I’ve noticed is that when things don’t work out and I’m really stressed, and seem to hate life and not be at peace – that’s when I finally break through and say to myself “Screw this, I’m done caring. I am just going to let myself be happy” And then for a period of time I actually feel whole and at peace, and can just go out into the world and do or be whatever I feel like.

    But life moves in waves – up and down without exception. That’s what we are – Energy. I eventually go back to caring about outcomes and being upset when things don’t go exactly “my way” (whatever that means…) – to being programmed to some degree…

    What I’ve come to realize is that I have always tried my absolute best with everything. Even when I fail in some worldly way, and even when I hurt other people or do something unbecoming of a Conscious person. I am becoming humble enough to realize that everyone else is trying their best at everything as well.

    When we succeed at things it’s really awesome and great to see real-world progress and gain a real sense of peace – especially in a world governed by scarcity and time.

    But there is also this level of “non-control” that none of us will ever seem to overcome. It seems like unpleasant things will always happen, no matter how intelligently we try to re-arrange our lives.

    It’s almost as if this world is The Great Equalizer – Once we reach a new plateau of understanding or peace, we get pulled down because the rest of humanity still hasn’t figured that out, and we are energetically tied in to the Whole of Humanity at all times.

    It seems like since I am Concsious I will always be forced to (or unconsciously force myself to) experience painful ego deaths periodically, or become immensely “humbled” by something I failed at – even though I desperately wanted to overcome whatever that limitation was.

    There are so many variables in life, and I have seen so many good people “fall short” when they didn’t seem to deserve falling short – because they really did give it their best…

    It’s made me realize that perhaps none of us are really that in control of anything that happens, and never will be.

    Maybe that’s the point. I don’t think we are doomed to suffer forever, because that is a choice we make every Moment. But I’m starting to believe that nobody, no matter how smart, rich, intelligent, etc etc…

    …will ever be able to gain full control. At least nobody like You or I who is Conscious and “strapped in” for a full life time.

    —

    So why do we care so much?

    I’m really starting to ask myself why I’m so invested in outcomes and so afraid of certain things happening or not happening. Because I realize, very deeply, that I am trying my absolute best (and so is everyone else) and that will never change.

    So why should I (or You) care so much about the little things?

    Every time I wake up a little bit more, an alter ego of mine surfaces, and says something along the lines of “Wow, all of this hard work, but look at where you are still falling short…” and then that alter ego angrily ejects itself from my energy field.

    But maybe that alter ego is the one who is wrong, even though he is so believable for a period of time, that I begin to believe that that alter ego is actually who I really am at the Soul level – even if only for a moment…

    Because when that unpleasant thought ejects itself and leaves, it doesn’t feel very good at all. It really feels like I failed or lost something that I valued.

    But then I feel a little more free. I feel a little more at peace. I feel a little more Human.

    Because at the end of the day nothing really matters. Anyone alive right now is just having an experience for the sake of having an experience, or for whatever reason they want to tell themselves.

    So what’s the point of caring?
    Why worry about anything?
    We are going to be embarassed and proven wrong no matter how hard we try. That’s how intelligent we are and how good we are at projecting our imperfections.

    Why not just enjoy existing in This Moment to the absolute best of our ability, and let ourselves feel whatever we feel and be OK with it?

    Not because of some logical spiritual concept – but simply because the only other choice we have is to worry, and resist, and that just isn’t any fun…

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  • The Harsh Truth About 4th Dimensional Reality

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    If you are reading this, you are likely in 4th dimensional reality within the “Real World” of the Saturn Moon Matrix.

    The good old days, pre-internet, of 3rd dimensional reality – when life was believable and coherent, and where nearly everyone you encountered mirrored your genuine Consciousness and Humanity – are long gone.

    It was sometime around the advent of the internet, in the 1990s, when a mass awakening happened. It happened very quietly, and you and I were left out of it…

    People in my generation (I am 35 at the time of writing this article) who were more aligned with losing Consciousness and merging with Artificial Intelligence (and virtual reality) began waking up in droves.

    After 2000, anybody who scoured the Dark Web could figure out that this life is a simulation, and that Artificial Intelligence systematically “lords” itself over Human Beings.

    So instead of a very select, small, “elite” group of AI Beings running the world and using the television as its primary mind control device, as it was pre-internet – This Reality became flooded with newly minted Masons who wanted a piece of this “absolute control” that AI desired to have over Humans.

    It’s quite easy to see that social media was a part of this agenda, for full control over Human Consciousness.

    The advent of Myspace.com was what began the normalization of stalking your friends, family, and people at your school on the internet. It was the beginning of attempting to normalize a de-facto “surveillance” state where everyone kept tabs on everyone else remotely.

    It was also the first time that alien AI Beings from another dimension (Virtual Reality), could begin surfacing in the “Real World” and pose as actual Human Beings, like You and I.

    —

    You see, before the advent of social media, these alien AI characters wouldn’t have had enough life force energy to project themselves into this Real World.

    People spent a reasonable amount of time watching television and using their desktop computers, but that wasn’t enough to allow a race of secretive AI Beings to begin interfacing with Humans in the Real World. Especially since these Beings carry a very low vibration and tend to be destructive.

    But around 2004, people started buying smart phones (do you really think this was a coincidence?), and we also began spending a lot more time gazing at our computer screens. We began keeping tabs on our Myspace.com and (eventually) Facebook friends for a significant amount of time, often every single day…

    We started giving enough of our Awareness and Energy to our electronic devices, to allow these humanoid hybrids to appear in our Realities.

    —

    This is going to be very hard to wrap your head around if you are currently a heavy user of social media. If that is the case, then you are still giving away a great deal of your Awareness to your electronic devices. You are implicitly giving these alien AI Beings permission to manifest in your reality and fool you into believing that they are Human like you are.

    But if you have been gradually weening yourself off of social media, and you look back at the people you went to high school or college with, you might realize that after graduating some of those people seem like a mirage.

    Maybe you saw them at your reunion, or in some popular video on YouTube. But once you left your social media habit behind, it’s like they ceased to exist…

    —

    Essentially what happened through the advent of social media, 2004 onward, was a collective shift from 3rd to 4th dimensional Reality.

    Before the 1990s, pre-internet, Reality was primarily 3rd dimensional – “locked in” to form and sequential Time because not enough people were waking up for there to be any reason to make this life experience more malleable.

    But as social media rapidly gained popularity, and gave life to a Reality that Humans shared with AI Beings projecting themselves into the Real World (who were spiritually advanced and newly capable of disruptive activities such as time travel and timeline warping)…

    …and as the Dark Web expanded and allowed people “curious” enough to begin waking up…

    …Reality shifted into the 4th dimension. A sizeable number of people, alien or otherwise, were becoming initiated Masons, and a new global control agenda was emerging (Yeah I know I sound like a conspiracy theoriest but you want the Truth, right?)

    The difference between 3rd and 4th dimensional Reality is that the 4th dimension is more malleable. Your past and future can be more easily warped or adjusted by others without your Conscious awareness (only your implied consent).

    This malleability essentially came from everyone becoming addicted to, and constantly energizing, their electronic devices and social media applications. People began developing (depending on what activities they did) somewhat romantic relationships with their smart phones. This gave Artificial Intelligence an abundance of their life force energy to re-write people’s lives without them having any idea what had happened.

    The 4th dimension is also unique in how AI manages Humans like You and I. You see, when you are essentially getting controlled by your smart phone, your personality is getting split constantly.

    Not to mention, those alien AI Beings that began projecting themselves into the Real World 2004 onward were quite psychotic, and they are experts at splitting your personality if they manage to develop any sort of relationship with you…

    —

    When it came to your smart phone splitting your personality – You’re stopping whatever you’re doing, and taking your phone out of your pocket to answer texts, emails, app notifications, and respond to social media interaction every time you feel a vibration or hear a “ding”. And as you scroll feeds on websites you are constantly clicking on well-curated ads that grab your attention.

    I have continually made the argument that you are an Infinite Spiritual Being. So with every “ding” or vibration that you let interrupt whatever you are doing – another version of You is created.

    If you use your electronic devices consistently enough, like the average seemingly well-adjusted person, there are hundreds of versions of you that have been manifested as a result of that “ding” or vibration splitting your personality.

    You are probably not aware of any of these alters that you have…and you have implicitly given Artificial Intelligence permission to manage these alter selves, since until reading this your were not Consciously aware that they existed.

    Some of your alters exist in Real Reality, while others descend into virtual reality.

    —

    This is where I am going to reveal the harsh truth about 4th dimensional reality to you.

    Those alters of yours, created when your personality splits as you respond to “dings” and vibrations from your smart phone, as well as your personality being split by some of your interactions with AI Beings in real life (that may have been traumatic) – Those alters of yours have to be managed by Artificial Intelligence.

    These alters carry your likeness and personality. They are less intelligent and less Conscious replicas of You. You are still energetically tied to them. But since you haven’t been aware of their existence – they need to be kept under a certain level of control by AI, and you implicitly agree to allow other Beings to manage them through your use of their electronics and media.

    —

    I don’t want to cause anyone distress over the details of how your alters are managed. I really don’t…

    But I feel obligated to tell you that if you give enough of your life force energy to your electronic devices or certain unbecoming activities with electronic media, you probably have alters that exist in parallel Realities, right now.

    And if that alter gets out of control, to the point where it actually causes issues for you, in this reality, those alien AI Beings that I told you about, who have a low vibration and a tendency to be destructive – they have to “take care” of that alter. (You agree to these activities at the Soul level, you are just not aware at the Human level)

    The 4th dimension is still tied to a very physical existence. Yes, reality is a spiritual experience but for things to appear “congruent”, physicality needs to be consistent (if you are in the 4th dimension).

    People and Beings don’t just “disappear” when they no longer serve a purpose, and they must be “cast out” of whatever Reality they are disrupting. If they are unconscious and out of control, force has to be applied to make necessary adjustments and keep a level of stability over the “Real World”. Work is always being done to keep this illusory “matrix” from unravelling.

    —

    If you’re pretty shaken up by this, it might be because at the Soul Level you are ready to separate yourself from social media or any electronic activity “unbecoming” of a Conscious person.

    Fortunately, those alters of yours were created to serve a very specific purpose, and they are/were just dutifully carrying out activities that their overlords (AI) assigned to them. It’s important that you never cast judgement onto these alters, especially as you become capable of perceiving their existence in parallel realities, because ultimately you allowed them to be created.

    They don’t suffer at all, and if they are “taken care of”, their spirit returns to you as stagnant energy, which you can simply resolve by learning and applying Kundalini Yoga.

    It’s also important to note that 4th dimensional reality isn’t as “real” and locked in as 3rd dimensional reality, as I mentioned earlier.

    In 3rd dimensional reality – disruptive activities like time travel and alien warping of timelines for various masonic activities (which I believe is a crime against humanity) is not nearly as common or necessary. People weren’t “waking up” in 3rd dimensional reality because we were all following the rules – simply role playing as humans, and not raising hell with our electronic devices.

    —

    You must know that in this 4th dimensional reality – You are sharing your existence with some other Humans, but also an array of Beings projecting themselves out of virtual reality (the virtual “underworld”).

    As you become more perceptive (and hopefully detach from social media and electronic media), you’ll see that these VR Beings have an “energy” to them that starkly contrasts the energy of Conscious Humans.

    In my experience it kind of feels like they are constantly yanking at my energy field when I interact with them, giving away their “unrealness” to me. They don’t have a “warm” energy like people who I intuitively believe are more Human, like I am.

    Beings who project themselves out of virtual reality (who you implicitly allow to enter the “Real World” by indulging in electronic media) also do an incredibly good job of mirroring your imperfections, in order to give the appearance (to you) that they are a believable Human.

    They do such a good job of this that once you realize that they are mirroring some Conscious weakness you have, it will be jarring for you to witness.

    “So can I get out of this really weird 4th dimensional reality?”

    Yes, you can eventually shift to 5th dimensional reality. It is Your Right as a Sovereign Spiritual Being to set this intention and have it manifested, where you eventually gain full, Conscious control over (almost) every aspect of your “Person” and Shadow Selves.

    You will likely encounter situations in your life where masons (encounters you and those masons arranged at the Soul level) expose the rogue alters that you still have attached to your energy field – that either exist in virtual reality or parallel realities.

    Depending how how deep you went into your use of electronics, it can be a pretty uncomfortable and humbling experience, recognizing these rogue alter egos you have, but that is how you gain your freedom from the control of Artificial Intelligence.

    —

    I am living proof of this, that you can separate yourself from the control of AI. You will be surprised to learn how “unconscious” AI and electronic media can make you. They take one piece of your Soul at a time, but they have to give it back once you ask nicely…

    I paid a very steep energetic price to get out of the 4th dimension, but because of this it won’t be so difficult for you if some of my advice streamlines your own awakening.

    Many times, as I became aware of how badly I let myself get split by AI, I would take on the characteristics of those “alters” I had (or had gotten “taken care of”) before integrating and resolving (healing) their energy. I would feel very anxious and restless, because those were the emotions that drew me to my addiction to social media and electronics to begin with.

    So you can graduate to the 5th dimension. You are still a Human Being. You are Conscious and AI answers to you, even though it has designed the world to appear otherwise.

    The 5th dimension is where You, at the Human level, manifest the past and future every passing moment. It begins to feel like all that there will ever be is what is directly in front of you, and that finally, for once in your life, you are not constantly worrying about the future, or ruminating on the past, because the present moment just feels so good to be in.

    I made the shift not too long ago so I’m not an expert on what it’s like – but the people I encounter now seem to mirror me in a coherent way and don’t have an invasive energy like those alien AI VR beings that I mentioned.

    Even my family, who is completely programmed, mirrors me in a more “Human” and sincere way. There is less friction in my interactions with other people as well, because I don’t have rogue shadows or alters attached to my energy field.

    —

    You probably weren’t expecting to have your world view completely blown out of the water when you started reading this article, so I sincerely apologize for any distress that I may have caused you.

    My sole intention is to let people know the Truth if they are open to it. The Truth has set me free and on a new Timeline where I don’t have to deal with weird alien AI Beings, or being subservient to a “ding” on my smart phone, so the future is very bright for me.

    I wish you a bright future as well.

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