Tag: awakening

I get it, you’re Awake. You don’t need some stranger on the internet even implying that they think you haven’t “figured it all out” yet.

And You’re right. I know that you’re Awake. I know that you’re Conscious like I am, and that you’ve already figured out a lot of very important Spiritual Truths that completely deviate from the mainstream narrative.

I’m absolutely sure that if we met in real life – You’d have some helpful advice for me and fill in some gaps that I’ve seriously overlooked thus far on my spiritual journey. I’ve been surrounded by programmed people my whole life and it would be so refreshing to meet you in Person…

But the fact is that Conscious people like You and I are still going to be isolated from each other to a degree – because of how disruptive we would be to the rest of Real Reality if our immense and blinding Light were to merge as One within a medium of physical space (I’m kind of joking, but kind of serious).

And also because Beings with other gradients of Consciousness still have Soul Contracts that they are exercising their right to enact on us, since many of them made their own sacrifices to allow Conscious Humans like You and I to wake up in the middle of this dream. It will still be some time before very, very Conscious people will be able to fully express themselves while interacting with each other in the same space.

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I went about this Spiritual Awakening thing all by myself starting in 2017. I was deep in the realm of virtual reality seeing as how I had many electronic vices, used Facebook religiously, and was surrounded by masons who were very programmed and very much not open to seeing someone like me gain any “genuine understanding” about how things work in this Reality.

Unfortunately, since I didn’t even realize what was happening in the early stages of my awakening, I made the mistake of over-reacting to my emotions far too often.

If I had an intense realization about someone or some situation – I was very quick to send an out-of-place text or message long after it would have seemed normal or appropriate. I didn’t act with discretion, since I had absolutely no idea where all of those realizations were eventually going to take me.

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As you continue to awaken and advance on this spiritual journey of Yours, it’s important to remember that you don’t want to make any new identites out of the conceptual and emotional realizations that you make during your inevitable Awakenings.

If you become very, very angry about some realization you have about your childhood – the last thing that you want to do is create a new spiritual identity who is supremely angry.

Your emotions are always valid, and you must let yourself feel whatever emotions you feel without judgement towards yourself, or towards other people who may be responsible for causing those emotions. Eventually you want to thank those very nasty and unpleasant emotions for what they showed you, and then set them free for Good.

The same goes for realizations that make you feel elated or very good about something. Let yourself feel it, but don’t be fooled into losing focus or appearing “manic” about something – especially if you woke yourself up using a mind-altering substance. You don’t want to build a new identity because of some chemical you ingested, even if that chemical helped reveal something profound to you.

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Don’t let your emotions control you, but rather – control your emotions…

Know who You are in this Moment. Know your Identity, right now. Who you are as an Eternal Spiritual Being. The Essence of who You are that is unchanging and incorruptible.

That version of you probably isn’t too much of any one emotion. That version of you is infinitely unique and interesting, and has a powerful Aura. That version of You most certainly does not have an inflated sense of self, and doesn’t let some part of the past, that is long gone, define who they are Now.

You can figure out who this version of You is by indulging in whatever makes your Heart happy. I know that there is something you are insanely good at, or something that you love. I’m not going to set any parameters for what that might be – you already know better than I do.

Write down a summary of what you believe is Your Unchanging Essence as an Eternal Spiritual Being so you never forget, especially when things periodically become turbulent for you are a Person.

Then, when your emotions start to go all over the place, which they inevitably will as you continue to awaken – You can return to that reminder of your Spiritual Personality, and to a safe and sane emotional baseline.

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And I use the word “sane” because genuine spiritual Awakening is very difficult at times, and most certainly pushes the boundaries of even the most intelligent and otherwise mentally stable people.

Awakening is un-inverting the falsehoods of an entirely fictional world, and that feat is just as complicated as it sounds…

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When you come to abrupt realizations – it’s not enough that those realizations arouse very challenging and intense emotions. Those realizations will also play tricks on your mind – since your Mind needs time to integrate the energetic shifts and upheavals that come with intense but necessary Awakenings.

For example, as you gain Consciousness You might start to believe that that person you are in a relationship with has been conspiring against you…But that is actually a symptom of how Reality was originally meant to be set up between programmed people (which you are not – you are Conscious), and not an actual possibility.

The people in your life may have rogue Shadow selves that periodically express themselves in ways that appear startling to you. They may genuinely make it look like some sort of conspiracy is going on, but that is an illusion. An illusion that is believable because you are breaking through mental, emotional, and spiritual barriers that you were never meant to break through, since we were all *supposed* to remain programmed.

As you Awaken and begin to more effectively perceive what is True, you actually need to be the one to remind yourself to be humble and level-headed – because you are the one who is supremely weird and different for being so Conscious – not everyone else for acting precisely the way that they were designed.

You might even realize that certain people are acting as your “spiritual handlers” in your day to day life, constantly doing and saying just the right things to irk you or lower your vibration for an extended period of time. That is just how this Reality was initially designed, and how programmed people must interface with Consciousness for life to appear believable and coherent.

If it appears to you that those people are trying to control you or “subdue/handle” you, they do all of this unconsciously. For the most part – everyone you encounter genuinely, sincerely believes that they are real and sentient – even if it is becoming more clear that they are and always have been a mechanical reaction to your level of Consciousness.

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A very important example of people who let their emotions overstimulate their mind during spiritual awakenings, and appear to lose touch with Reality are people who believe that they are being gangstalked.

The crazy thing is that they are not objectively wrong when they make these claims. There really are cults who systematically harass and stalk people. There really are criminal organizations who distribute and sell illegal psychadelic drugs, and use direct energy weapons in a deliberate attempt to mentally de-stabilize people, and there really are very very bad people high up in organizations who are part of an agenda to remotely subdue Conscious Humans.

But people who claim to be victims of a gangstalking conspiracy forget that this is also a dream world, and that ultimately everything is a reflection of them. People who place a disproportionate amount of focus on the very negative and scary aspects of this Reality – to the point where they make an identity out of it – ie “I am a victim of gangstalking” – would benefit from looking within, and reminding themselves that they have an Eternal Spiritual Identity that they may have forgotten about over the course of their lives.

I should also mention that there is a very real possibility that a lot of content about gangstalking that you find online is generated by AI deep fakes – simply mirroring and confirming the fears that Conscious people have about potentially being gangstalked. Many people who create this content appear to have a “I am the Chosen One and everyone else is wrong” complex, which is not aligned with what is Good and True, or helpful to other people in any real way.

If people who believe that they are being gangstalked cannot exercise control over their reactions to what they observe and what they “piece together”, (which if they are intelligent enough to piece things together, then they should be capable of controlling how they respond) then well-meaning mental health professionals or concerned family members aren’t necessarily in the wrong for dismissing their claims and instead expressing concern for their mental health.

It is so very important that anyone who is waking up, even if they feel like they are towing the line of insanity, take full ownership over how they react, and how they appear to otherwise normal, programmed, and well-meaning people who are not destined to awaken and fully understand the mechanics of this Reality. (Awakened people are in the minority, let’s not forget this)

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So when it comes to your emotions during these genuine spiritual awakenings, non-reaction is the best reaction.

Let yourself feel whatever emotions arise. When you have abrupt realizations – always think before you act. Don’t be so trigger-happy with equally abrupt communication if you can help it.

If you are experiencing conflict with a person close to you, or you are feeling intense internal conflict…

…Before you say or do anything – go for a walk. Treat yourself to an innocent activity that will get your mind off of the conflict. Or go somewhere isolated and scream into a pillow. Whatever you need to do to minimize the possibility that You, an infinitely powerful and Conscious Spiritual Being, will project anything chaotic into Your Reality.

It’s been many years of awakening for me and I still find myself getting so close to giving up my policy of non-reaction and saying or doing something that would make me look insane when conflict or intense emotions surface. Then I wake up from my slumber the next morning, a lot more emotionally stable – having integrated whatever shift took place, and I happily think to myself “I am so glad that I kept my mouth shut yesterday”…

Spiritual gurus seem to enjoy sharing the fun or light aspects of awakening with their followers, but even their followers will get to a point where they start making discoveries on their own – that won’t always be pleasant or fun for them to realize.

That is why prioritizing managing your emotions, if you are on a spiritual path, is so very important – not just for your reputation as a person, but also for your overall quality of life.

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