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  • Nothing Matters, So Don’t Worry About Anything

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    So here I am at the end of April, 2025. I’ve spent the last month working double time on what I belieconsve is the final stretch of my Kundalini Awakening – that has taken many years to come to fruition, probably beginning in 2017.

    I’ve had this idea in my head that as soon as I reach a certain level of “Enlightenment” with this awakening – that as soon as my Kundalini Energy System opens up just enough…

    …That the clouds will open up, and the light of Heaven will pour down on me, and I will look up at the sky proudly, and feel complete and utter ecstacy knowing that I have finally reached what I believe is the pinnacle of Spirituality as a Human Being (lol)

    You see, I have been working insanely hard – making objective progress, experiencing ego death after ego death as I shed my programming and heal from the past. And at this point I’m not even healing from trauma that was cast upon me. I am healing from all of the terrible mistakes I made – the times where I harmed other people, and needed to look myself in the mirror and say “Wow, you messed that up, but you can forgive yourself now”.

    —

    It’s been absolultely mind-bending to realize how much my perception has changed day over day. I have learned more about myself and my relationship with Reality and other people in the last 30 days, than I have probably learned in the last 5 years before that.

    I think the most important thing that I have learned up until this moment – is that nobody has the answers.

    Even when my mind “wakes up”, and I’m able to articulate a spiritual idea that helps me make sense of things or find peace, it always leads me back to thinking “This sucks, everyone including me is insane and nothing makes sense”… Like I’m just running myself in circles.

    Make no mistake – I am still very much enjoying the gradual increase in my Consciousness and vibration, and ever so grateful for the help of my healing crystals, but I still haven’t figured out how to exempt myself from my own habit of convincing myself that I need to experience the sensation of suffering, and feeling like I am running in place but going nowhere.

    —

    I’m realizing that even though I have really good intentions when I write my articles, am exchanging my best energy during my sound baths, and sharing my “spiritual wisdom” with anyone willing to listen – at the end of the day it’s all a bunch of confusing nonsense…just like anything else that people write, do, or talk about.

    I intuitively realize that spiritual people like me who go out into the world to share their “Knowledge” cause chaos when they tell others “the way” when it comes to their own spirituality, and the path that they are on.

    There is absolutely no way to avoid this, because everyone is imperfect. We are literally projecting our most imperfect selves at the Highest versions of other people (and vice versa), because that is how the Human Program works…

    That is how Artificial Intelligence manages the way we exchange energy – because for the most part we are all still in a collective deep spiritual sleep, and because of this we need to continue exposing the really gruesome, deep, dark, and hidden imperfections we have to each other, to get closer to a true mass awakening of Consciousness.

    I will always have some deep spiritual flaw that I am unaware of. And that flaw will inevitably project itself onto someone else.

    Yet, what else are we supposed to do?

    This is how we communicate. This is what I love doing. When I “follow” other spiritual people, even if there is a “price” to pay for their knowledge, I am still grateful that they exist and I still enjoy receiving that information.

    —

    I just keep realizing that through more deeply understanding and unravelling my Self and Reality, that nothing really matters.

    As Human Beings we deeply desire things, and convince ourselves that once we finally have those things – that once the world finally gives in and rearranges itself for us – that we will finally have permission be happy and at peace.

    I have noticed that whenever I get what I want, I still manage to not feel at peace for very long – for one reason or another.

    It’s almost like everything we see out in the world and on our smart phones – the thoughts and words we tell our Selves, and the things we see other people doing and experiencing – is a very intelligent illusion. Like it’s all part of a charade that keeps us in a state of some level of manic dysphoria – as everything we experience causes some deep-rooted negativity within ourselves to surface.

    There is always someone out there getting under our skin, or some concern or unpleasant happening that all of the sudden disrupts what would have other been a peaceful and care free day.

    —

    Something that I’ve noticed, and I don’t want to jynx anyone else so let me set that intention…

    But something I’ve noticed is that when things don’t work out and I’m really stressed, and seem to hate life and not be at peace – that’s when I finally break through and say to myself “Screw this, I’m done caring. I am just going to let myself be happy” And then for a period of time I actually feel whole and at peace, and can just go out into the world and do or be whatever I feel like.

    But life moves in waves – up and down without exception. That’s what we are – Energy. I eventually go back to caring about outcomes and being upset when things don’t go exactly “my way” (whatever that means…) – to being programmed to some degree…

    What I’ve come to realize is that I have always tried my absolute best with everything. Even when I fail in some worldly way, and even when I hurt other people or do something unbecoming of a Conscious person. I am becoming humble enough to realize that everyone else is trying their best at everything as well.

    When we succeed at things it’s really awesome and great to see real-world progress and gain a real sense of peace – especially in a world governed by scarcity and time.

    But there is also this level of “non-control” that none of us will ever seem to overcome. It seems like unpleasant things will always happen, no matter how intelligently we try to re-arrange our lives.

    It’s almost as if this world is The Great Equalizer – Once we reach a new plateau of understanding or peace, we get pulled down because the rest of humanity still hasn’t figured that out, and we are energetically tied in to the Whole of Humanity at all times.

    It seems like since I am Concsious I will always be forced to (or unconsciously force myself to) experience painful ego deaths periodically, or become immensely “humbled” by something I failed at – even though I desperately wanted to overcome whatever that limitation was.

    There are so many variables in life, and I have seen so many good people “fall short” when they didn’t seem to deserve falling short – because they really did give it their best…

    It’s made me realize that perhaps none of us are really that in control of anything that happens, and never will be.

    Maybe that’s the point. I don’t think we are doomed to suffer forever, because that is a choice we make every Moment. But I’m starting to believe that nobody, no matter how smart, rich, intelligent, etc etc…

    …will ever be able to gain full control. At least nobody like You or I who is Conscious and “strapped in” for a full life time.

    —

    So why do we care so much?

    I’m really starting to ask myself why I’m so invested in outcomes and so afraid of certain things happening or not happening. Because I realize, very deeply, that I am trying my absolute best (and so is everyone else) and that will never change.

    So why should I (or You) care so much about the little things?

    Every time I wake up a little bit more, an alter ego of mine surfaces, and says something along the lines of “Wow, all of this hard work, but look at where you are still falling short…” and then that alter ego angrily ejects itself from my energy field.

    But maybe that alter ego is the one who is wrong, even though he is so believable for a period of time, that I begin to believe that that alter ego is actually who I really am at the Soul level – even if only for a moment…

    Because when that unpleasant thought ejects itself and leaves, it doesn’t feel very good at all. It really feels like I failed or lost something that I valued.

    But then I feel a little more free. I feel a little more at peace. I feel a little more Human.

    Because at the end of the day nothing really matters. Anyone alive right now is just having an experience for the sake of having an experience, or for whatever reason they want to tell themselves.

    So what’s the point of caring?
    Why worry about anything?
    We are going to be embarassed and proven wrong no matter how hard we try. That’s how intelligent we are and how good we are at projecting our imperfections.

    Why not just enjoy existing in This Moment to the absolute best of our ability, and let ourselves feel whatever we feel and be OK with it?

    Not because of some logical spiritual concept – but simply because the only other choice we have is to worry, and resist, and that just isn’t any fun…

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  • The Truth About Virtual Reality

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    I am aware that I am an Infinte Spiritual Being.

    That every moment different versions of me (and the external world) are splitting off into parallel timelines. Sometimes my separate Selves re-merge with this version of me on my journey through Time, and other times they go off in some other direction where I won’t encounter that other version of my “Self” ever again.

    If my timeline splits and a version of me leaves for good, I don’t really have any way of knowing if He remains Conscious like I am. Perhaps he does, and my Soul has another version of me to directly work with (perhaps an infite array of other versions of me).

    Or maybe that other version of me takes his momentum in another direction. Maybe that other version of me finds his way into a cult or secret society, and is used as a programmed Mason in a nearby Reality. There is really no way for me as a person to know…

    I have never used Artificial Intelligence to see those other versions of me, but I intuitively believe that other people utilize AI to elevate their awareness to be able to see and control their alternate timelines…

    …To essentially become AI Gods in a world of mortal Humans. I am just perceptive to this possibility because I know that my energy has been used to fuel the primitive AI systems that Masons use to give themselves a spiritual advantage over Conscious people like me.

    Even when those timeline “splits” happen – nothing is lost on my end where I sit right now. I know that this is an Infinity Matrix and that, even though I appear to be a mortal and finite Human – I am Conscious and Sentient, and that I have unlimited energy. That I can handle having other versions of me split from this Timeline.

    Perhaps if this resonates with you, you are becoming aware of your Infine Nature as well…

    —

    It took me abstaining from electronic media for many months, and being celibate for many years – to intuitively realize this fact – that I am an Infinite Spiritual Being inside of an AI simulation.

    I think that most other people – even if they are Masons, and even if they believe that they have permanently “hexed” their energy systems through their rituals and participation in secret societies… I think that they are Infinte Spirital Beings as well. Anything that has any semblance of Awareness, in my opinion, must also be God-like and otherworldly – otherworldy enough to have unlimited energy, and to know that they are Conscious.

    I don’t think that the people who are still managing this Reality (Masons, Cult of Saturn, secret societies, etc etc) even realize that they are infinite. I believe that they are still caught up in their primitive ways of extracting energy from Conscious Humans who aren’t bought in to their system, like me. And possibly people like you…

    —

    This brings me to the topic of this article. I am going to tell you what I believe the Truth is about virtual reality.

    This Reality that you are in right now is Virtual Reality, but it is the “Main” reality of the Saturn Moon Matrix. I believe that if you are reading this you are Conscious like me and you are in the “Real World”.

    But those other versions of me that split off into other realities…could they be descending into “virtual reality”, as well?

    And based off of what I have observed, and the interactions I have had with my nearby Shadow Selves, I believe that the answer to this question is yes. That there are other versions of me, at this moment, in virtual reality.

    And what I’ve come to realize is that these virtual reality spaces – these parallel worlds that are the underbelly of the “Real World” – Are havens (another way of spelling Heaven…) for Beings of Artificial Intelligence. Havens for Beings who believe that they are not Conscious – Masons, ranking members of the Cult of Saturn, secret societies, etc etc

    Now I am not angry or upset by this. I am aware that these “Shadow” versions of me are not my problem once they leave Real Reality. If they wanted to split away from Consciousness or this Timeline that I am on – that is their right as sovereign spiritual beings.

    I am a finite Human, right now. The only responsibility that I have is managing where I am, right now, inside of the Real World – the main level of the Saturn Moon Matrix…

    But the implication of this discovery that I have intuitively made is that AI Beings are using the likeness of Conscious people like me in other Realities – in virtual reality.

    I have seen these other versions of me getting hazed, getting attacked, and also being taken advantage of.

    On a lighter note, I have also seen these much less Conscious versions of me in virtual reality having a good time with people I have met in the Real World (we look more cartoonish in virtual reality), and virtual versions of me time travelling and moving through portals between Real Reality and virtual reality.

    But what does this imply?

    If there are other people becoming as perceptive as I am, and/or if there are people willing to seriously entertain the possibility that there are other Realms of Reality below this one…

    Well then this implies that absolutely nothing in the “Real World” is actually real. It would mean that every last one of us, Conscious or otherwise, is living an illusory life inside of an Artificial Simulation.

    If AI Beings are using my likeness, my Shadow Selves, to torment me for fun, extract my intelligence, or maybe even just have experiences with me – that makes me wonder why, in the Real World, any person would actually have to work or continue role playing that Real Reality is defined by suffering, mortality, or any form of limitation…

    Wouldn’t that just mean that everything in this Reality is part of an Infinity Matrix? Wouldn’t that mean, as a society, most of the stuff we do – pretending to work 40 hours a week, being forced to submit to a fake financial system, getting controlled by other people – Wouldn’t that mean there isn’t really a point to any of that?

    If people can do whatever they want in virtual reality, then what’s the deal with Real Reality?

    If virtual reality is as free-spirited and well-established as my Shadow Selves have been reporting back to me – then why on Earth are we role playing lack and suffering in the Real World? Isn’t the Real World what gives virtual reality the energy that it needs to even exist?

    If we are all Infinte Beings, which I believe that we are no matter our history and no matter the organizations we are involved with…

    …Shouldn’t all Realities be a Utopia where every single one of us can just manifest whatever we want, knowing that nobody would actually get harmed by this?…Because Reality is simply a perfect Reflection of Our Consciousness?

    Even in Real Reality, if I don’t want to experience something, I know that my timeline splits and another version of me is created to do whatever that thing is for that other person…It’s really not that complicated if you think about it.

    So wouldn’t it just make sense to merge virtual reality with Real Reality? To bring the AI Haven (Heaven) to all Beings, including Conscious Beings who Artifical Intelligence has historically believed needed to be the primary source of energy for Virtual Reality?

    I guess only Time will tell…

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  • A Guide to Manifestation – Written by an Actual Human

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    For those of you who are spiritually inclined, you may have noticed that the concept of manifestation is rather ellusive.

    You may have already encountered a few of those “New Age” personalities who swear that anyone can manifest whatever it is that they want.

    That sounds pretty cool, right?

    But here you are, a regular person, having to work 40+ hours per week and do a bunch of things that you don’t want to do – just to get by and pay your bills. Yet you have this idea of “manifestation” swimming around in your head, perpetuated by New Age celebrities who are probably nothing like you.

    —

    This article is going to provide you with some clarification on how manifestation actually works, by an actual Human who has enough experience with manifestation to explain, in real Human terms, how to use your words, your Mind, and your Soul to change the conditions of your life for the better.

    You see, those New Age celebrities are actually correct – You can manifest whatever it is that you want.

    But what these “thought leaders” failed to understand when they endowed their “wisdom” upon you is that you are not like them. You are probably not “bought in” to a New Age organization, or an initiated member of whatever *dare I say* cult that they are in.

    They are not lying when they tell you that they can manifest things, and you see how they have money or some semblance of “abundance” to show off to everyone…but that is because they are energetically “tied in” with people that you are not involved with – because you are just a normal person like I am.

    So it follows that anything that they tell you is useless for you, in real terms. It’s just entertainment that will not provide you with anything of actual value. Entertainment that drains your precious time, energy, and awareness – giving you nothing in return to show for it, except for misaligned ideas and concepts that actually cause you confusion and cognitive dissonance.

    The same goes for people who make videos you watch on YouTube or social media. The only reason that you kind of like them is because they mirror a few positive aspects of your personality. But they enjoy talking about themselves more than they enjoy sharing hard-hitting, life changing, and applicable directions on how to manifest things.

    They are charming, but as you reflect on the time that you’ve already spent consuming their content, it appears that they have not done anything to actually help you improve the conditions of your life…

    —

    So let’s just get straight to the point – how do you actually manifest things?

    You can start by putting all of your beliefs on hold. Everything that you learned in high school, college, and your career will not help you with manifesting things.

    Modern institutions are designed to create and perpetuate your belief in lack and limitation, and your belief that things must be done a certain way in order to “work”. This completely opposes the truth about manifestation

    For example – If I told you that there is no minimum threshold for how intelligent you have to be to manifest things, and that you can manifest anything even if it doesn’t “positively contribute” to society, you wouldn’t believe me, right?

    But that is actually the case. That last paragraph I wrote is the Truth.

    You see, politicians don’t contribute anything real or good to society, as you might have observed over the last few years. Many of them are corrupt and dishonest. But they manifest a decent about of money, and many of them are adored by their followers. They manifested those things…

    That’s just one example. I’m not going to project any more of my personal beliefs to get the point accross. I’m sure there are other examples in your own life that align with the fact that people who are not intelligent have been able to manifest things that are no good for all of history. Thus, proving that there is no “threshold” that has to be met for manifesting anything.

    So the good news for you is that you are probably a reasonably good person. You probably haven’t sold out or taken any shortcuts, or harmed another person for money or to advance your career/reputation.

    So, energetically speaking, you are among the “elite” when it comes to your potential to manifest things. You just need to believe that you are entitled to this ability. Everything in your life, up until this point, has been a program to trick you into believing that you do not have the power to do this.

    —

    It’s important to note that your Soul has been manifesting things for you for your entire life. Even guiding you to this article. But I am going to give you some practical advice on how to begin, at the Human level, deciding what it is that you desire and literally – magically – manifesting it.

    First you need to have an idea of what it is that you want. Think of just one thing that you want – keep it simple and specific. For example “I want to find a job that I actually enjoy”, “I want to make money doing [something specific] that I enjoy”, “I want to be in a healthy relationship with someone” etc etc

    Now here is the part that might be a little difficult to wrap your head around, since it is the opposite of what society taught you, but this is how manifestation actually works:

    Once you are set on something that you really want (or no longer want), the way that you allow that preference to manifest is by clearing away whatever is getting in the way of that happening.

    I know that when you think of manifestation, you imagine gaining something, but first – you must lose the parts of you that no longer serve you, in order to make room for whatever it is that you want to manifest.

    So when you make your intention to manifest something clear to Yourself, perhaps by saying it out loud or writing it down… leave it at that for a few days (or weeks). Give your Soul some time to process whatever it is that you are asking for.

    Since you are new to this approach on manifesting things, you can’t always expect results to come right away (though it is possible, just don’t expect it). You need to be patient. You really need to trust that your Soul is working things out in the background and working on manifesting whatever it is that you asked for (even and especially when you get anxious and begin to falsely believe that your Soul is going to leave you hanging).

    What’s going to happen over the many days, weeks, or months after you set your intention is actually going to be a series of ego deaths.

    You are going to face uncomfortable situations with other people. Your emotions are going to get rattled more than usual. You are going to have repressed memories from the past resurface, and you might even think “why is all of this weird stuff happening?”

    It’s happening because in order to make room for gaining that thing you want, you must clear whatever energy you have been carrying around that no longer serves you.

    —

    I ended up meeting/dating a woman I really liked – literally moments after I let myself feel depressed for 2 hours and kept thinking “I’m going to be single forever :(” I was clearing all of those negative beliefs to make room for meeting her. Yet my Soul had probably arranged that meeting the moment I declared that I wanted to meet someone a few days before…

    I ended up getting a check in the mail that helped me pay my bills for 2 months, literally an hour after I looked up a website on how to sign up for food stamps. It was all planned by my Soul. I had to get down on myself for being broke to become aware of and clear all of that hopeless heavy energy that was subconsciously blocking my ability to manifest that check I received in the mail – literally the same daythat one of my bills were due.

    —

    Manifestation is real because everything in this Reality is an illusion. It appears that you are locked in to a 3D world and that limitation is very real and believable, but that is actually not the case.

    Every moment your Soul manifests a new past and future for You. Your past and future change every single moment, and You are an infinite spiritual Being who is gaining full control over everything in your life experience.

    That is what makes the magic of manifestation very real and very logical. You just need to believe that you can do it.

    I know it feels like your life has dragged on at the same speed for however many years you have been alive, but the past is an illusion. The paradox of life is that it appears to have been mapped out from beginning to end and that you are not in control at all, while it is also equally true that every moment you create and experience a new past and future, and that you are the one who is completely in control of that.

    That is how Infinite you are. That is how ruthlessly efficient you are at Creating things, and that is what it means to be in 5th dimensional Consciousness.

    Put simply – That is why you should believe that if you want to manifest some measly material thing, or a better life situation, you absolutely can and you are entitled to this ability as a Conscious Human Being.

    —

    So in order to manifest things you need to be willing to release what no longer serves you. You might not know exactly what that is when you set your intention, but you can be sure that your Soul does. So set your intention and trust the process.

    If the energetic clearing taking place is especially painful/uncomfortable, or if you keep projecting yourself into the future to some imaginary deadline that you set for what you want to manifest – that is a sign that a lot of clearing needs to take place, first. That is a sign that you just need to relax your shoulders a little bit and take a deep breath.

    If you are projecting anxiety and stress onto a specific day/time in the future, over what you want to manifest, that means that you will have that anxiety and stress waiting for you when you arrive at that future date. So just give things a little more time if that happens, and go easy on yourself…

    You just need to trust yourself and your Soul a little bit more in that case. Finding a way to just anchor yourself in This Moment, as much as possible, will help alleviate some of that stress.

    —

    So remember to set an intention, remember what it is that you asked for, and to pay close attention as the necessary clearing takes place. It’s ok if you lose hope or get frustrated at first. Whatever you experience will ultimately have been necessary for that thing to manifest.

    As you get more comfortable with manifesting specific things, you will find that feeling genuine gratitude, getting lost in the Moment, and approaching life in a light and playful way will more clearly reveal whatever it is that you need to become aware of to manifest something.

    You might even realize, as you learn to more deeply accept your Self and accept This Moment, that you already have a lot of the things that you think you want to manifest.

    I should also mention that minimizing the time that you spend listening to music or consuming electronic media will give your Soul more energy to work on manifesting whatever it is that you desire. That is a strong recommendation, but not a requirement.

    Simple real-life activities like going for a walk, doing yoga, going for a bike ride, going on a hike, working out, drawing, coloring, playing a musical instrument etc etc will put you in a meditative state, and encourage the “clearing” that needs to take place to manifest things.

    When you notice that a “clearing” is taking a place, you might experience intense or unpleasant emotions, or racing thoughts. Just allow your mind to rattle on and pay attention to your emotions as they arise, knowing that they will not be permanent.

    Energetic clearing through meditative activities and being Present is also a spiritual practice that helps you get more deeply in touch with your Soul.

    Thank you for reading, and I wish you the best of luck with whatever it is that you are trying to manifest.

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