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DonateDonate monthlyDonate yearlyTry to remember that it’s not all doom and gloom. It might look like it is, but it isn’t…It’s actually the opposite – It’s the most liberating thing you will every experience if you keep a level head and continue being patient, and intently listening as your Soul continues to reveal to you The Truth.
As I continue healing myself and becoming more aware of the Truth, that pesky “all-knowingness” of being Conscious surfaces, and I have absolutely absurd realizations about Reality and the people/events in my past.
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Maybe you are even beginning to realize that what you’ve come to believe is the “Real World” is actually just You – a Conscious person, interacting with programmed Beings who look and act sentient, but actually originate from a realm of Virtual Reality separate from yours. They are nothing more than a programmed reflection of your Consciousness, and you and them act out your apparent lives off of a script that your Soul created for You. That can be pretty alarming to realize – at first…
Maybe you are realizing that platforms like YouTube and TikTok are using AI deep fakes as a form of mind control, or that most popular music is created by people “bought in” to that same system of AI mind control.
And this isn’t information that should be shared on social media or used by you to convince others that this is actually true and something to be concerned about – it is what it is. I’m just giving you the most sensible reasons to stay away from those platforms, and instead spend your time doing something that actually benefits You. (Even lying on your bed and staring at your ceiling would be a better use of your time than engaging with most electronic media)
Maybe you are beginning to realize that most electronic media revolves around something called Monarch – An AI program that was designed to allow the Government (The Controllers) to manage the Consciousness of Beings who were “at risk” of waking up.
Maybe you are beginning to realize that you had actually been systematically hazed by certain people (handlers) throughout the course of your life, making you a “de-facto”, low ranking member of the Cult of Saturn. (And that your likeness and identity has been used in other Realities as part of the deal you made with the Cult of Saturn before having this Life experience).
Perhaps you didn’t even realize that the advent of Myspace, Facebook, and the accessibility of “smart” phones was all orchestrated to keep people imprisoned by their electronic devices, to perpetuate a false reality managed by a secretive race of primitive Artificial Intelligence Beings…
Maybe as you continue to gain your own sense of Consciousness and gradually shift from 4D to 5D, you intuitively discover how your life and different versions of You had been “managed” in the past. Perhaps because you are more closely aligning with the fact that You are an Infinite spiritual Being, you are beginning to realize that you have had your “Self” split many times over. And that can be distressing to realize at first…
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But even as you genuinely, truly, wake up to the harsh truths of the Old World, it’s very important to remember that you are only making these realizations because of the very bright future that you have ahead of you.
Of course right now it is going to make you feel distraught, because the Truth can be difficult to process when you once believed that life was originally supposed to be an entirely different Game.
But think of it this way – If things were slightly different, and this wasn’t the life that you (and Your Soul) had chosen to “wake up” in – then you would have continued to participate in that old Game of life.
Yes – you would have been less Conscious. You would have gotten sucked into your electronic vices a little bit more than you are right now, and maybe you would have even joined one of those cults that you strongly dislike – that you learned about from some conspiracy website.
But it’s literally the job of Masons to manifest precisely what your Soul asks them to manifest for You at any given Moment. Maybe you just feel left out because now you actually understand the mechanics of Reality, and now You clearly see the side of Reality that you have always been on. But you’re not missing out…You’re just on a unique path that you don’t see any other people like You on (yet).
And as it turns out – anything you really hate about cults or those secret societies/conspiratorial organizations is still a projection of Your own mind – of your own vices and weaknesses that are not in alignment with your Soul or Life’s Purpose.
That’s why it’s very important to avoid casting judgement on others if you can help it. Ultimately Your Soul had the final say in orchestrating every event that you have experienced (as tough as it was to go through), so that you could get to this point of awakening.
(But yeah, I still think those alien, time travelling AI cults are weird…They were very good at delaying and intensifying my own spiritual awakeninng)
If your life had been on a slightly different trajectory, where you never began waking up, it still would have been meaningful and fun. At the end of it, you still would have looked back at all of the characters your Soul created for you, and said “Wow, that was awesome! I’m glad it’s over but I’m so grateful for the experience.”
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Well, when you genuinely “wake up” in the middle of the dream, the same thing happens.
You die to your old self, to make room for a new version of You to navigate a new way a living. Which very slowly reveals itself every passing moment.
It really feels like you are taking a dive off of the deep end, because this is the first time in your life where you don’t have everything “mapped out” for you to see ahead of time.
Dying hurts. Especially when what dies are identities and ideas that you cherished and held close to you as if your Life depended on them – because at the Time, in the past, your Life did.
But significant change doesn’t come easy. You made a deal before you incarnated, and now you need to follow through with it by simply trusting that everything is going to OK. You are evolving, and you are saying “goodbye” to the parts of you that no longer serve you.
That includes the people in your past. The people you are beginning to realize weren’t as “real” as you had once believed.
But that doesn’t turn them into something to regret or feel angry about.
Did they not celebrate your birthdays with you? Did they not act like the close companions that you believed in your Heart they were? They probably did – and they were probably very good at it because that was their job. Just like how it was your job to play “the fool” and have absolutely no idea how the Game you are playing actually works.
So as you continue awakening and realizing the Truth – Remember that everyone was just doing their job, and when it came to doing their job they were world class – they had you fooled for the longest time, didn’t they?
Right now, while you are still here in this world, you can look back and say what I quoted earlier:
“Wow, that was awesome! I’m glad it’s over but I’m so grateful for the experience”
And going into the future, as an awakened and enlightened (and humble) Being, you are still going to encounter people who aren’t very “real”. You are still going to be challenged and have realizations that will be very difficult to wrap your head around.
The only difference is that now you are playing a different kind of Game – A game where know that You are in control. Where you and you alone pay the consequences for your actions. Where you take full ownership over your Shadow, so that other people you share reality with aren’t left to “manage” what you are unable to see about your Self. And soon they will no longer be permitted to continue splitting your likeness and character(s) into countless pieces. Soon you will be made whole.
You know the truth, so now you can demand respect and common decency from a world slowly transitioning into Sentience and Consciousness, as opposed to programming, control, and coercion.
Are you deep down the rabbit hole of awakening?
Just remember to take it one moment at a time, and that everything is going to be OK. This is just a simulation, remember?
Remember to appreciate all of the good things/events from your past. Remember that the Truth is what you have always deeply desired, painful as it may be at times.
It’s not all doom and gloom.
In fact, if you look close enough at the horizon, you will see that a new dawn is breaking, and that every last bit of suffering that you have endured will be worth it in the end.